What's Going On

Why didn't I see the signs I was to busy getting high Runnin up the studio smoking dro writing rhymes To blind to notice my abdomen was growin Having sex wit out protection now my belly is showin Nobody know that me and my boo trying to decide What to do he buggin like that's a little me inside of you It ain't true and I'm scared and I can tell he is worried a bit So we proceed to get the weed and straight ignoring the shit My jeans don't want to fit every morning hurling and shit I had to tell my family I knew they all was goin to flip And his was happy thinking he was about to be a daddy But I knew it wasn't true even though we both wanted it so badly Tell me what's goin I know what I'm doing is wrong Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin for give me my baby How am I supposed feel the situation is real Neva wanted to let cha baby go we'll meet again I know baby We love each other madly so much to gain so much to lose I'm in pain your mind frame change when you the one that gotta Choose talk a walk step in my shoes think in negative thoughts Politics and shit quit when the doctor says positive it's a life living In my body but it don't gotta to live it's up to me but if I keep what The fuck I got to give I mean I'm still young and I don't really have Shit and if this nigga up and leave then my child a be a bastard This is drastic nobody really understands me and my mom don't Give a fuck and neither does the rest of the family they like Remy you can't afford it you expect us to support it I feel my seeds apart of me and I don't want to abort it so: Tell me what's goin I know what I'm doing is wrong Can you hear me Lord when I'm calling for give me my baby How am I supposed feel the situation is real Neva wanted to let cha baby go we'll meet again I know baby I'm not steady but I can get ready for responsibilities shit where Would I be if my moms got rid of me I'm so stressed and I'm Under a lot of pressure but all I need is the remedy to make Remy Feel better I knew I couldn't win so I chose to forfeit its a shame I'm over four months and I'm in the doctors office I swear to all that I love that I wanted to leave and wait five more months and birth the child That I conceived but I sat there because I felt I had to and I cry everyday Because I realize boy or girl that I wanted to have you don't be made at me How it is is how it had to be and any pain I put you through is all coming Back to me Tell me what's goin I know what I'm doing is wrong Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin for give me my baby How am I supposed feel the situation is real Neva wanted to let cha baby go we'll meet again I know baby