Pushit [Live]

I saw the gap again today While you were begging me to stay Take care not to make me enter If I do we both may disappear You know that I will choke until I swallow Choke this infant here before me What is this but my reflection? Who am I to judge or strike you down? But you're pushing me shoving me But you're pushing me shoving me But you're pushing me shoving me But you're pushing me shoving me But you're pushing me shoving me But you're pushing me shoving me But you're pushing me shoving me But you're pushing me shoving me You still love me You still love me but you didn't need to shit on me You still love me You still love me but you didn't need to shit on me Rest your trigger on my finger Bang my head upon the fault line You'd better take care not to make me enter 'Cause if I do we both may disappear But you're pushing me shoving me But you're pushing me shoving me But you're pushing me shoving me But you're pushing me shoving me You still love me, you still love me She didn't mean to pushit on me. You're pushing me shoving me You're pushing me shoving me I'm slipping back into the gap again I'm alive when you're touching me Alive when you're shoving me down, hey But I'd trade it all for just a little peace of mind Pushit on me Pushit on me Pushit on me Pushit on me You're pushing and shoving and scrambling Keep my feet flat on the ground I am somewhere I don't wanna be Push me somewhere I don't wanna be Put me somewhere I don't wanna be Seeing someplace I don't wanna see Never wanna see that place again Saw that gap again today While you were begging me to stay Managed to push myself away And you, as well, my dear If when I say I might fade like a sigh if I stay You minimize my movement anyway I must persuade you another way Pushing and shovin' Pushing and shoving, push at me! There's no love in fear Staring down the hole again Hands are on my back again Surviving is my only friend Terrified of what may come Remember I will always love you As I claw your fucking throat away It will end no other way It will end no other way