Zola Rose

Livin' my life in control yeah, livin' my life in control yeah Livin' my life in control yeah, livin' my life in control yeah Livin' my life in control yeah, livin' my life in control yeah Livin' my life in control yeah, livin' my life in control yeah Benji' floatin' on the wave Must be something in the water now Makes it hard to run away I gotta do it for my daughter now I remember it was like 5am I get to the hospital and I get to the room And I open the door, there she is she's laying there in the basinet Cute ass little baby Real cute little baby I walk over and I got my hat on My head's already down, it was early I ain't got no coffee And I take one look at the baby, and I go straight to the corner I just sit there, I don't say a word I was like I can't believe this is really happening Like this is some crazy shit Her mom pulls me out the room 'Can I talk to you for a second?' I was like yeah sure let's go We get to talking and then she just says it I'm like Ohhhhhh FUCK Used to say I never changed But all that been makin' it harder now Keep adapting to the wave Benji. Benji. Walkin' on the water now I Used to catch it like I'm racing Tryna catch it any day now I've been practicing my patience I been waiting any day now Movin' forward from the basic See the vision, fuck the lasek Tryna' cover up my traces Cause I ain't going back to ain't shit Look, We speak a silent art, Humble when we go to work Diligent like Noah's ark, negligent of mother earth Father time be on the clock, trippin' when he on the perk Sippin' when the light is dark Whippin' finna hit a skrt Screechin' on a tire mark, flippin' when we feel the hurt Lifted when we find the spark Take a chance extend the vert Shooting with a higher arc Bigger man, bigger shirt Bigger fit to size my heart Oversize the introvert Fuck it, I said don't me the rapper nigga, I'm Pittsburgh's chance All that shit you be talking don't even fit y'all stance Y'all just an image for the game for us to make our plans For us to make our move, y'all just an interlude Normally I don't talk my shit but the rain's about to fall So I don't give no shits, see I don't give no fucks And Y'all can suck my dick See All I needed was my soul, and you just sold your shit I've been depressed for awhile but now I smile through the fog 'cause I won't be here long I've been patience with the waiting cause I've been that strong I never switch for the image or just to pop for a minute I always stuck to my guns, extended my range that far All my niggas around me ain't never changed with the weather When the rain poured down we all just pulled out umbrellas We always saw brighter days even walking for miles I had enough of complaining but I'm gonna walk with a smile, it's all good Awww shit, look Ay You gonna be my baby daddy Benji (nope) You the only one I fucked so you the father Benji (nope) But I'm 5 months pregnant this your daughter Benji (nope) If you don't raise this baby you gonna make it harder Benji (Ehhhh) First off yeah I hit it raw shouldn't have happened Next day, Nick smashed you in the lamest of fashions So when you told me you were pregnant peep the question I asked you Are you sure it ain't his? My pull out game is immaculate You say y'all ain't ever fucked so you lying already You said the dates match up to me so go prepare the confetti I said fuck it, I'm gonna own it Lord knows I'll be petty I'm gonna raise my baby girl but something never felt steady 4.5 months later she's fuckin ready to pop I'm fuckin anxious this situation put me through a lot 5am I'm walking in to see my daughter alive Open the door to see her face and got a crazy surprise THIS BABY DON'T LOOK A DAMN THING LIKE ME OH SHIT GOD DAMN THIS SOME SHIT I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M BLACK AS FUCK, THIS BABY YELLOW YELLOW YELLOW LIKE A BUS MY HAIR SO NAPPY WHEN I COMB IT I START BLEEDING FROM MY GUMS SEE I GOT ROYALTY LOYALTY ALL UP IN MY DNA YOU OUT HERE TRYNA COLLECT ROYALTIES BASED OFF MY DNA WE TOOK A TEST CONFIRM IT TO MATCH THE GIFT OF DISCERNMENT YOU NOT THE FATHER MY NIGGA GO BACK TO LIVIN YOU HEARD ME