Alone (feat. Richy Nix)

Wake up every morning, wanna know what I do I check my phone, emails, texts and social media too I get up, thoughts invading my mind all of the time I always tell myself, "Ray fuckin' stay on your grind" I can't believe this, is this the reason I fuckin live Go 'bout my day like I have no clue people dyin' and shit I hear these voices, male and female, can't handle them both They conversate in my head telling me to overdose But the fucked up thing is they know that I will always survive I fight back using my voice, only thing keeping me alive It's been a few years I've had myself in this fucked mental state When the drugs hit me, I knew I could never fuckin escape, Mansuki It's me, myself and I I've lost myself in time I'm begging on my knees Get out of my head I am asking you please I feel so alone with nowhere to go Can't feel anything, I wanna go home Trying to cope and ignore this with ease Why can't this whole world understand this disease I feel so alone Human brain I can't ignore I drank and smoke until I hit the floor I could never do this on my own Something else takes over me until the morn Is it the devil, Is it somebody that's at a higher level I look up and pray the 6 turns to a 7 I need all the luck to get me into heaven Thoughts and prayers for all my rebels It's me, myself and I I've lost myself in time I'm begging on my knees Get out of my head I am asking you please I feel so alone with nowhere to go Can't feel anything, I wanna go home Trying to cope and ignore this with ease Why can't this whole world understand this disease I feel so alone Do you know what it's like to fight with yourself Contemplating every night hanging by your belt Man it's so clear I need help, I'm standing here living in hell I'm not down to hurt people, but most of the shit I do is illegal I am not evil, why you deceitful, why you so see through, why do you think that I need you It's unbelievable, this is a sequel, I am the beast who would literally eat you on an empty tank with no diesel I swear to God you can't fuck with me dude I'm irritated but I'll keep my head up I'm here to stay I don't move for the cheddar Life is a bitch don't you ever forgeta So give me my drugs, everything will be better It's me, myself and I I've lost myself in time I'm begging on my knees Get out of my head I am asking you please I feel so alone with nowhere to go Can't feel anything, I wanna go home Trying to cope and ignore this with ease Why can't this whole world understand this disease I feel so alone I feel so alone