Highs and Lows

Cashmoneyap Yeah Da-da-da one time, uh-huh Woah, listen And lately I've been a mess I really think that I’m depressed You try to tell me not to worry When you knowin' I be stressed I looked on the bright side Just to see you love me less When I was down and had nobody You's the only one I'd text, I know It’s hard livin' life on your own I'm on the road and I just gotta go I'm really stuck in my zone Workin' hard, barely keepin' control Through this life, see, it's highs and it's lows You didn’t want me to grow Everybody act like something I owe That’s why I'm gone and I don’t want you to know My location, I be chillin' by myself, I be stuck all alone Tryna figure out where I went wrong But I ain't do nothin' wrong I put my feelings and my pain in these songs When I die, I hope they all sing along I ain’t do it for the fame, I just did it 'cause I had to be strong Nobody was helpin' me or my mom I had to blow like a bomb I ain't really wanna go get a job I had a plan that I could beat all the odds I wasn't playin' my part Too many people tried to fuck with my heart That's why the rose still came up through the dark You call me crazy, I'm smart Been some time I'm still up on the charts How my music motivation, I look back at the start How the whole situation really got me this far Are we gon' shine forever? Will we go out stars? As the greatest, and the latest This a drop top foreign, yeah a Mercedes She said that she like my eyes, wanna have my baby But shorty I can't have ties with you, my lady I'm seein' things different, the vision gettin' clearer I'm tired of havin' battles with the man in the mirror I'm prayin' every night, tryna stay in good spirit I'm only bein' me, I'm not tryna be different Set a good example for the world and the children They didn't let us in, now we runnin' the whole building Haters see me win, now they mad and in their feelings Age of 19 when I touched my first million I can't explain to you how it feels And they talk down on me and all my skills They gon' throw shade on you when you real Well, I mean Just lately I've been a mess I really think that I'm depressed You try to tell me not to worry When you knowin' I be stressed I looked on the bright side Just to see you love me less When I was down and had nobody You's the only one I'd text, I know It's hard livin' life on your own I'm on the road and I just gotta go I'm really stuck in my zone Workin' hard, barely keepin' control Through this life, see it's highs and it's lows You didn't want me to grow So I just let you go Damn You didn't want me to grow, no