Livin

When I first started this journey of writing this album All I thought of was just making, you know, good songs "I want the drums to be like this, and the keys to be like this, and the guitar to be like this," And then I came across this title, "Girl Disrupted," And I loved it so much But little did I know that that shit was actually gonna happen to me in life for real And so here I am, you know, towards the end of finishing my album, creating my album And then that's where I went through probably the most craziest shit That I ever went through in my entire life (Suffer with depression, I suffer with depression) So this album for me is more than just music, it's more than just music Love, loyalty, and liberation Girl Disrupted I lost a fight with my heart I lost my way in the dark On a roller coaster, up and down But look at me now, look at me now Got the whole world looking at me, feeling crazy Hard times in my feelings, suffocating All of them taking credit, like the made me I've been waiting on this moment for a long time And I'mma be damned if I let 'em count me out And I betting on myself Oh, I'm living without a care Gon' sit back and watch 'em stare Oh, I'm living without a care Brand new me I know that you got your eyes on me So, hey bitch, hey bitch, hey bitch, hey bitch Back to the stars, miles away in a broken car I lost my bet tryna find myself But now I'm back like I never left I had the whole world looking at me, feeling crazy Hard times in my feelings, suffocating All of them taking credit, like the made me But I've been waiting on this moment for a long time And I'mma be damned if I let 'em count me out, yeah And I'm betting on myself Oh, I'm living without a care Gon' sit back and watch 'em stare Oh, I'm living without a care Oh, living without a care Oh, I'm living without a care Brand new me, yeah Brand new, brand new me, yeah Brand new, brand new me, yeah Brand new me, living without a care Brand new me, yeah Brand new, brand new me, yeah Brand new, brand new me, yeah Brand new me, living without a care Brand new me, yeah Brand new, brand new me, yeah Brand new, brand new me, yeah Brand new me, living without a care