1k Hells 2 Find My Heaven

I was so sick of wearin the shades Sick of pairin the blades Sick of hearing that we're all the same See it's almost never that way but whatever Today be the first day I change So what if I wanna live my life the way that I'm living I'm breathing, I'm living, so fuck what they sayin So irritatin the games that they playin The hurtful and hateful shit they think and say I worry like walls, never do it away Never took it off It was a part of me like rotten arteries Tauntin and shakin my artistry Think it's cause all of them bother me But I keep going just like the kid that we were But nothin consumin my life like a gun Whether or not I was crazy was up for discussion For sure they was pushin my buttons 99, and I have no evidence I'm sure it'll take darkness to show you the light Sometimes it take being wrong to see what's right You feel me? I'm distancing you from the tribe Turn on your belligerence, walk to your light There's no one to battle, there's no one to fight Put it back on and wear it again There's just one more Hell is in heaven again I would walk a 1k hells just 2 find my heaven I'm a sittin sinner, born without perfection I'm going crazy, help me! I'm going out of my mind But every step that I take I feel I'm fallin further than I (Nobody understands) Sometimes when I say Like a mouth fulla glass, I'm hard to swallow Never be the day when I start to follow But I'mma be the model, not a Rollo I'm just a taker to problems Thinkin till I'm fucked Living in briety if I get to live it just like you But I keep it on a level when nobody could ever do the shit I do Gotta problem with the truth? I'd handle that if I was you All I needed was to prove that I'm spittin vomit in your booth I'mma sing this into view Time's in a war now, I don't want to try to place down when I know my kind can flow fine like parachutes Just find em floatin the whole sky I meant it when I said it back in the day, we don't die Look a mothafucka in both eyes, and tell him "I'm no God and I ain't gonna chase for no one" I don't rearrange a foe Cause a man Tanner Lane Or if anybody who came would really feel the pain Of being down with the lost and hopeless We just hope no one would not try I would walk a 1k hells just 2 find my heaven I'm a sittin sinner, born without perfection I'm going crazy, help me! I'm going out of my mind But every step that I take I feel I'm fallin further than I (Nobody understands) Sometimes I get lost along the way And I'm stoppin home to find the better days Sometimes I get so, I get lazy, lost along the way Some people are so fake And I'm stoppin home to find the better days I don't deserve to stay this way, the flame