See Me Mad

Nice guy back again Always coming with a smile on my face I used to pass CDs out at school Go to the bathroom and then find them in the waste You couldn't walk a mile in my pace You couldn't live in an hour in my space I was helping mom pay for college Raised my lil bro and put flowers in the vase Goddamn, how can you hate on me doin' me? How could you foolishly call me a faggot Not knowing what that shit could do to me? How could you threaten my life on the internet Talk about stabbing and shooting me? When I had some niggas and they would pour lighter fluid On my back and jump me back in 2003 I threw punches to leave You don't wanna see me mad You don't wanna see me spaz You don't wanna see me glad You don't wanna see me laugh You don't wanna know my past You don't wanna know my thoughts They don't know who I am Only picking out my flaws You don't wanna see me mad You don't wanna see me spaz You don't wanna see me glad You don't wanna see me laugh You don't wanna know my past You don't wanna know my thoughts They don't know who I am Only picking out my flaws I was getting suspended for fucking up any kid That call me a nigga because I was raised in a racist home My grandmother was white, when I was born, she wouldn't claim me She would babysit, but never admit that I was her own Until she got to know me, she fell in love with a boy And she help develop a man, I'm wishing she could see me grow She used to call me every morning and talk about the same thing I still haven't deleted Grandmama from my phone, Goddamn! Living my happiest moments I ain't signed cause these raps, I should own'em That makes sense cause I actually wrote them This crap I devoted, I latched with emotions That passion is quoted on tattoes and posts that I see in your socials I'm trapped in the moment How fast is the vocal, I'd snap at a moments notice Know it's getting cash, you should trash the diploma You don't wanna see me in my dark side I left all that shit in my archives If you coming at the team or the fam Then I swing as hard as I can like I'm on a hard vibe Work hard, never part time I treat everybody how I think that they should treat me So treat everybody how you think they should treat you 'Cause you never know who might still pack heat -(Gunshot)- You don't wanna see me mad You don't wanna see me spaz You don't wanna see me glad You don't wanna see me laugh You don't wanna know my past You don't wanna know my thoughts They don't know who I am Only picking out my flaws You don't wanna see me mad You don't wanna see me spaz You don't wanna see me glad You don't wanna see me laugh You don't wanna know my past You don't wanna know my thoughts They don't know who I am Only picking out my flaws