Leap of Faith

I don't know where I'm at but it's time to go I've got bats in my head, pressure building up slow So don't even bother to say hello Lights may be on, but there's way to get over I'm idling on empty in my world alone My fortune of misfortune got me ready to blow Motioned by my hate and I'm taking a stand I've got a pocket full of bullets and there's two guns at my head Can I get a victim? I could be the victim! I took a chance on a leap of faith, but the net gave way Raw, cold hard ground below I'm laid I took a chance on a leap of faith, now there's no escaping The only gift god branded me Is this curse, that I carry on I live inside a storm with no calm in the eye I'm under the gun or I'm under the knife Inside of my head there's a panic ensuing I've tied myself in knots and there's noonetounduethem I'm praying for peace up in the clock tower shooting My left half doesn't know what my right half is doing Anxiety is building up inside my mind All bags are stacking up but I'm just waiting here to die Can I get a victim? I wanna be the victim! I took a chance on a leap of faith, but the net gave way Raw, cold hard ground below I'm laid I took a chance on a leap of faith, now there's no escaping The only gift god branded me Is this curse, that I carry on The sun fades to black and the hope's becoming dimmer There's a chill in my bones like the dead cold of winter Confused and confronted by the man in the mirror A sinner, a saint, a savior, or a killer? I took a chance on a leap of faith, but the net gave way Raw, cold, hard ground below I'm laid I took a chance on a leap of faith, now there's no escaping The only gift god branded me Rock cold, hard ground below I'm laid The only gift god branded me Is the curse that I carry on