Ritual

Shamed Walking out on you again Fighting with demons that I can't contain Walking on but I wanna turn and run Through the empty streets Back through the misty New Year dawn light Feel so lost Can't take back all the pain and damage I've caused I'm not talking I bury it within Until it turns into a hell in my head A hell in my head Confess In silent panic I suppress Vulnerable emotions that I cant express Open up Why do I feel so insecure? Lashing out at the only thing I'm sure of So alone Try to fit in this place but I just don't belong I'm not talking I bury it within Until it turns into a hell in my head A hell in my head I'm not talking I'm not talking I bury it within Until it turns into a hell in my head A hell in my head I'm not breathing I gotta hold it in Until I'm free to leave this hell in my head This hell in my head So take these tears than stain my face Take this fear and in it's place Forgive the past, forget your doubts Take these words and let them out