Numb

I've been in a daze It seems like days that I've been waiting For this dream to pass It goes so fast It seems nothing lasts I think I've lost something Stuck here with these people While you wake I crush our bodies in one space I feel your heart blood from my tongue I wonder where you've gone And the ever turning, spinning wheel of people, places lies I feel The restless beat of the sleepless night to come I just want to be numb Just want to be numb Hopeless these three years like smoking years I go from place to place Just endlessly and half asleep Like I'm falling alone at some endless breach I don't know where I am I don't know what I've done I just go over it again and again and again I can't sleep at night I cant breathe But If I drink tonight I'll get you off my mind And the ever present pit I feel I'm turning on some spinning wheel Of faces and the scenes I see And none of it seems real to me Just the bleary haze of the morning still to come I just want to be numb Just want to be numb I just want to be numb I just want to be numb I just want to be numb