I'M not OKAY

I'm not okay, but it's okay to say that I'm not still giving all that I got every day No matter how thick the plot, I gotta find a way you must've forgot, doing this for Yahweh Y'all weigh less than me when I'm filling my pockets with this kinda substance, I feel like I'm Tupac it's crazy I'm not okay, I don't wanna put all my business out there I just wanna know, there's people that care That I'm not okay, I'm not okay with all of these demons that just wanna rematch I'm going through grievance, but I wanna detach knowing eventually, I'm a find a way To change how I feel, knowing how real this is looking for time to heal, I don't wanna peel Back all my layers, and I won't appeal to the naysayers, it's never too hard to bear Don't make me run it back, Gale Sayers Cause I'm not okay, yeah, I'm not okay and I don't expect anybody else to get it I try to block out the past, knowing I'll never forget it and I will accept coming in last No matter how fast, I may regret it there's a big difference between having faith And having it take over you when you let it I'm not okay, but it's okay to say that I'm not still giving all that I got every day No matter how thick the plot, I gotta find a way you must've forgot, doing this for Yahweh Y'all weigh less than me when I'm filling my pockets with this kinda substance I feel like I'm Tupac it's crazy I'm not okay with pulling my punches cause you got a glass jaw If I really wanted your opinion, I would ask y'all Treating negativity in Hip-Hop like the camel's back I'm the last straw, gotta fast draw put your guns away, I'm not okay Stop with the shots, this is last call No Bar tender, easy for you to chew and swallow even if you feel blue and hollow I'm tryna accentuate like Gillie do Wallo and I don't even concentrate, cause I'm not okay Yeah, I'm not okay, but I wanna do better, some Cons in Trait That may be far-fetching, I'm bar-stretching, I'm doing yoga I got your mind moving, I'm doing Yoda I'm climbing a tier, lend me your ear, I'm piercing pagoda I'm not okay, but I'm popping like soda what can I say, knowing every day I'm getting older I'm not okay with writing more music instead of making videos on TikTok Cause I flip-flop back and forth with it, I'm not okay You can tell by the way I treat the beat when I torture it I'm RōgWon, I bring the force with it But I'm not okay, yeah, still gotta say it cause I'm not okay Maybe one day I will be, but I'll keep looking to faith to fulfill me I'm made from a different kind of mettle, you cannot drill me I know that sticks and stones can break my bones, but I get in zones Where nothing you ever try to say will kill me I'm not okay, but it's okay to say that I'm not still giving all that I got every day No matter how thick the plot, I gotta find a way you must've forgot, doing this for Yahweh Y'all weigh less than me when I'm filling my pockets with this kinda substance, I feel like I'm Tupac, it's crazy I'm not okay with giving away half of my check to the government Every two weeks, another payday, I thought I'd be loving it I don't wanna get a little political, but this is really ridiculous The right and left, becoming right and wrong This isn't frivolous writing a song Being meticulous, I'm never kicking it, even if it's fourth and long What do you think of this? My heart pumping strong I am ubiquitous, I usually write with a pencil I'm using a Bic with this, just to keep it suspenseful Graphite in my blood, can't fight with the love When I'm getting in sync with the ink, you don't wanna blink Cause I think I'll be rising above, I'm not okay But if you need a hand, I'll be the glove When you need a tight grip, if push comes to shove You still gotta know that you might trip So roll with the punches or stick and move, it's not just a fight tip You wanna stay on your toes every day and don't let the night slip You gotta take advantage of every moment and don't drink Kool-Aid Not even a light sip, I handle bars like a bike grip I say what I wanna say, I never bite lip Even when I'm on a keyboard and I type it Inserting a gem, don't care if it might fit It doesn't mean that I'm okay, I'm an animal, certainly quite quick With what I gotta say, if I had to cap it, it'll be white knit Wanna be part of the magazine insert the right clip I'm not okay, but it's okay to say that I'm not still giving all that I got every day No matter how thick the plot, I gotta find a way you must've forgot, doing this for Yahweh Y'all way less than me when I'm filling my pockets with this kinda substance I feel like I'm Tupac it's crazy Yeah, I'm not okay Yeah, I'm not okay Yeah, I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay Yeah, yeah I'm not okay Yeah, I'm not okay I'm not okay But I know I will be