Blessing Me (feat. Sarod)

Here I am alone in my home Im in my room and im digging for gold Pressure makes diamonds I started wit coal The reason im here cause I took the stroll The reason I bare all the weight for my family Not because I have the energy But because I have the chemistry I know they use to think less of me But I got the lord blessing me again and again I had some enemies that were my friends These are the lessons ill never forget Ill understand but ill never forgive They made some choices that made me make mine I aint mad at em cause this is real life Charge it to the game I take it in stride Its only some baggage Im leaving behind ya In light of everything thats going on Aint no sugar coating it at all Ima keep working for ones that I lost Its gone be worth it when im in Royce Wish they could be here to witness it Ima due diligence Everything I say ima deliver it Everything I have im giving it Here I am alone in my home Im in my room and im digging for gold Pressure makes diamonds I started wit coal The reason im here cause I took the stroll The reason I bare all the weight for my family Not because I have the energy But because I have the chemistry I know they use to think less of me But I got the lord blessing me again and again Uh Hungry and humble as ever Trynna hold on to myself Trynna keep me together What's money if you don't get better A lot of these niggas are funny Cause you took an L and you fell And you aint ever get up A lot of you fell for the trap and keep blaming the world for crap but I knew about the set up Life was a bitch when I met her But I fell in love wit the weather Its crazy how paper and pen Can show you the pain you was in What if I told you the loss Don't give you desire to win See thats just the fire within You failed and you try it again Ill try it again I know that I got to do this even though im tired again Even if I tell the truth I can't control you lying again You lying again You can live life to the fullest Ima live mine to the realest Been caught in my feelings Im counting the money alone Just thinking how we gone get on tv like the Phillips Don't push me cause I aint a killer We toting bananas gorillas Don't say I aint tell em for realer Had to walk til pull out the dealer Grab the work and it came out the sealer How the fuck im the kid wit the gas Now she want me to stay for the up Its my life baby nothing is realer Here I am alone in my home digging for gold Pressure makes diamonds I started wit coal I took the stroll The reason I bare all the weight for my family Not because I have the energy But because I have the chemistry I know they use to think less of me But I got the lord blessing me again and again