All I Need

I'm searching for answers I'm looking for signs Feeling the stress and sign of the times I've tried to be patient but I'm tired of waiting Dealing with life and all that I'm facing It is what it is it ain't what it seems The burden of struggle I want to be free So desperate for change so I'm making a plea God give me chance it's all that I need I'm searching for answers I'm looking for signs Feeling the stress and sign of the times I've tried to be patient but I'm tired of waiting Dealing with life and all that I'm facing It is what it is it ain't what it seems The burden of struggle I want to be free So desperate for change so I'm making a plea God give me chance it's all that I need To face another day do I have the energy Stress to the max is a certainty The way that I'm living is hurting me Physically it's killing me But I do if for the Fam so willingly Make it out of this shit is an urgency Got to give my girls what I never had never glad Growing up in the hood I was always bad always mad Mom always working didn't have ah Dad My only friends were liquor and potent weed Sipping lean and popping V's Landing face first and losing teeth Built up a tolerance and dependency Living with guilt in the first degree It's stressing me but it's what I need The weight of the world is getting hard to hold Heart feeling frozen and always cold Amongst all the lost is where I roam No one seems to care so it's a lonely road Now that it's only me can you feel my flow Homies dropping dead from an overdose The pain that I hold is in my soul It's in my roots it's in my bones The anger inside rages so violently But I don't let them know or let them see My only enemy is my inner me Voices in my head be scarring me As I'm telling my story lyrically is life in this hell my destiny The problems and struggle is all on me God give me a chance it's all that I need I'm searching for answers I'm looking for signs Feeling the stress and sign of the times I've tried to be patient but I'm tired of waiting Dealing with life and all that I'm facing It is what it is it ain't what it seems The burden of struggle I want to be free So desperate for change so I'm making a plea God give me chance it's all that I need I'm searching for answers I'm looking for signs Feeling the stress and sign of the times I've tried to be patient but I'm tired of waiting Dealing with life and all that I'm facing It is what it is it ain't what it seems The burden of struggle I want to be free So desperate for change so I'm making a plea God give me chance it's all that I need So desperate for a chance that I'm begging them please My wife and my daughters are depending on me Looking for answers but there's got to be signs Taking my chances with my life on the line Act like I'm fine while puffing the pine Rushing this game like I'm chopping the lines Prison of mind I'm doing my time I ain't past my prime but it's passing me by My history my misery and all of the pain that's part of me The weight of it all is crushing me Tightening my chest it's so hard to breathe When I try to resist refuse to give in Do I drown with the current or continue to swim I sink to the bottom man this ocean is deep A way out of this shit is all that I need So I work and I grind hustle I try The slippery slope of this mountain I climb Battle my problems I struggle with monster The demons within are filled with such laughter What's their agenda what's their position They're all against me I have my suspicions But it's all in my mind I have a condition Popping prescriptions it's like my addiction I'm stuck in my head I'm stuck in my thoughts They don't make a med to cure what I got So I swallow the bottle like I swallow my pride Holding back the tears and the pain that's inside Damn I really need to get control of me High all the time so belligerently My problems and struggle is all on me God give me a chance it's all that I need I'm searching for answers I'm looking for signs Feeling the stress and sign of the times I've tried to be patient but I'm tired of waiting Dealing with life and all that I'm facing It is what it is it ain't what it seems The burden of struggle I want to be free So desperate for change so I'm making a plea God give me chance it's all that I need I'm searching for answers I'm looking for signs Feeling the stress and sign of the times I've tried to be patient but I'm tired of waiting Dealing with life and all that I'm facing It is what it is it ain't what it seems The burden of struggle I want to be free So desperate for change so I'm making a plea God give me chance it's all that I need