Hold Me Close (feat. J. Chris)

I, lost you a long time ago I, really I just want to know why Yeah, can they, can they hear me though(we can't be together) I don't think they, I don't think they can hear me(together) Held me close then let me go, like did you fold Felt a change in relations and then you journeyed on Was calling me messy but didn't see what he was on Arguing about what was said but was I in the wrong Flooded with emotions, had to put the shit in a song Hold me close until you honestly just can't no more Not literally, I really meant that shit figuratively When it was all said and done, who let the negativity get in the way of all the positivity(Damn) Now she can't even stand me, had to block me on everything just to show that she meant it(She what) Comparatively, I meant every word of affirmativity Didn't you swear to me you would never just up and leave But that one mistake got me with my heart on my sleeve(Damn) Guess we wasn't destined to be, so now I gotta focus on me So now I get to find my peace and take the time I need Trying to get myself together in all this stormy weather Lighting strikes, the rainy days, the late nights Starting to feel like nothing's ever going right I know I said hold me close but get it right Wanted you to hold me close but not that damn tight Wishing I could tuck in Peyton when it's bedtime Hard to process, I'ma need some more gigabytes This is shit that I'll be thinking about all night Tried to give her everything, took me for granted Now I need something new, gotta replenish No rel, no relish, no relic I'm feeling hella embellished just by the way that I'm writing about the pain that I cherish Ya'll better hand me my flowers, especially while I'm still here Swear she got til the hour Hourglass is my patience, praying to God that I make it I'm trying to cash out a statement I'm thumbing straight through these faces Clear views of blue waters, a great picture Fresh squeeze that CFA off the gray pitcher It's all American, Damon Sims, a great pitcher Like Simone, I get it That one bitch really selling you short That one nigga that transfered just wanna be boys But these niggas, they really out here just trying to make noise I get it, it's selfish We human can't help it So I talked to God All honesty, it felt accepting Like he was waiting for me even when I lost connection Talking way before routers, I'm talking B.C. the founders Time to write these wrongs Call me Bryson or Black Panther Give me just a second When I drop, you'll be spamming anthem You can keep playing You know the boy, he gon' get some answers Duffy in the building with more bricks than Bob Builder Heart froze with white hair and a broad shiver Without true love, you know the cursed stay out-witted A go with the flow type of nigga, play out with it Look, never made a mistake I didn't learn from Not misogynistic, live by the rule of thumb And I say fuck love, this shit too complicated But makes sense when I'm intoxicated and still up for debating I know one girl who posts to impress the nation I know another girl who seeks out validation When she already knows that she's been validated Had these niggas fascinated, now I'm running out of patience Man, that shit was agitating Yeah Held me close, then let me go Like did you fold Felt a change in relations and then you journeyed on Was calling me messy but didn't see what he was on Arguing about what was said but was I in the wrong Fluttered with emotions, had to put this shit in a song Hold me close until you honestly just can't no more Not literally, I really meant that shit figuratively When it was all said and done, who let the.. I, lost you a long time ago I, really I just want to know Why, we can't be together Together