CONFESSION BOOTH

At first it was easy to deal with the pain I would go out and run in the rain but something inside me it changed now I need the weed with the grabb in my brain I ain't an addict but I got addictions to deal with afflictions that tear me apart You gotta be kidding cause my intuition it show me who always be breaking my heart Cold world Tell all my ladies to give me a hug We just friends I don't care who you rump but I promise you better be wrapping it up I don't care about love I'm tryna run up a milly today or tonight Ain't no tomorrow cause you never promised new days in this life Inshallah that I'm blessed with this gift and a curse I love this lil thing we call living Don't want survival I'm tryna thrive to the point where my people dem winning Put on for the team but when do the team ever put on for me You said you put on for me but i almost got put on a tee And it's sad cause I showed you my loyalty I treat my brothers like kings cause they royalty And they showed me disloyalty Its 3 many people who fold on me Don't need a co-sign I'll do it myself cause nobody there when I'm turning for help Look to my left and my right for the answers don't see a soul tryna get me some wealth when I get the dough ima be stingy with loafs of my bread can't get a slice you ain't help on this journey no really you dumb or you Ed Alhamdulillah always follow his path remember them days that were dark in the past I was living too fast if I do the maths I was close to a crash out It ain't a problem they checking my background I was the kid who came up from the background Clout tokens maxed out only focused on maxing the racks out Heard the news and I almost passed out bro on parole so you know that's his last out Cut my hair if it ever gets hairy Pay my fare and I'm there on a ferry Asked how I'm living I'm living like Larry Im still depressed it was never too merry She tryna swing by in spring I'm not Jerry Told her it's slow like a snail I'm not Told her it's slow like a snail I'm not Gary