Goin Out Sad

Promise I'm not going out like that Promise I'm not going out like that When you needed me last week sorry I was sad On the way home to you this time I got the bag This time I ain't going out bad I, I was looking at the burdens on my back I used to just pop a xanny and relax Believe me, this time I ain't going out like that This time I aint going out sad Now I'm looking at the blessings in my face Now I know I cannot let them slip away Now and then I feel the same as way back then I don't think I ever healed when I lost my friend I don't think you ever heal when you lose a friend I don't think anybody's there 'til the end Picking myself up again and again Still I pop a little 10 Still I count the dividends Still I stand cause I'm a man 10 toes down stuck to the plan Flying solo, yeah I'm on my own Lil' shawty askin, "where the fuck is phone?" I had seen all of this shit inside my dreams back then Had to get down on my knees, God wash away my sin In the belly of the beast up inside the lion's den In the beast of my mind it's so hard to get a win Got a message where I drop my pride it's so hard to send I remember I was doing a 100 coming 'round the bend I remember when I weren't picking up my phone for no one, not even my kin I was heavy on them pills back then but I still pop a little 10 Used to take the Chevy fucked up for a spin Ain't going out like that Ain't going out sad Ain't going out like that Promise I ain't going out sad Aye, Yuh I pop a little 10 Aye, Yah I miss all of my friends This time I came home, I got the bag This time baby I came home with the bag