Primordial

I feel the waves break completely Crash in and wake me from dreaming Sunburn that bakes in the feeling I should make time, I should make time Lay back and float through the evening I should make haste for the other side All that I am is depleting But I just waste time, I just waste time Sight lines seem make believe Brackish waves in my bloodstream And I'm drifting off to sleep Whispering "we're getting there, we're getting there" And I try to make believe The best of me is out of my reach So I float away from the beach There's nothing there, there's nothing there There's nothing there, there's nothing there There's nothing there Cuz I know the way this is going I'll be an echo of nothing I'll be a shell laying open If I don't make time, I don't make time Be still among all the stirring Drift to the bottom and settle down Soon I'll dissolve in the ocean But I just waste time, I just waste time I just waste time, I just waste time Even when I sleep I can feel everything I should rest, but I keep Tossing and turning and facing the other way I could change one thing But maybe it's easier floating in circles And maybe that's all that I need But I can't save one thing Running in circles and chasing each promise away Chasing each future away Sight lines seem make believe Brackish waves in my bloodstream And I'm drifting off to sleep Whispering "we're getting there, we're getting there" And I try to make believe The best of me is out of my reach So I float away from the beach There's nothing there, there's nothing there There's nothing there Cuz I find the history repeating New waves as proof of the beating Shoreline that's always receding I should make time, I should make time Too scared to swim towards the healing Rest up and wait for the warning signs This fucking float is sinking And I just waste time, I just waste time I just waste time, I just waste time I just waste time, I just waste time