Phases (feat. Knollege)

Uh What Look I put this pen to the page, not knowing what I'ma say Going in on the beat, but got so much shit on my plate I'm dealing with death in 3's Niggas thinking less of me Women that I'm dating and fucking be steady stressing me While on the other hand, I'm trying to give the best of me Vices taking everything, so I'm just giving less of me Thinking that the weed'll help, I just tend to overthink And to balance it out, I just tend to overdrink Staring at my reflection, leaning over sinks Overanalyzing to the point that I don't notice blinks What the fuck is going on? I need time to vent This "star player" shit's a trip, I'm starting to miss the bench When nobody noticed me And I compete motion without niggas peeping mine for a blueprint to go compete Niggas in my clique got animosity building With everything in the works, it feels as big as a building Trying to tell myself I'm tripping, but my spirit feels different And mama always told me, don't neglect your gut feeling As a late, I've been like, "More business than fuck feelings" Maybe mom was right Take a break and conduct healing, son I'm just going through phases I'm just going through phases I said, I'm going through phases I'm just going through phases Told 'em I'm going through phases I'm just going through phases Going through phases Going through phases Uh Huh Ay I'm dealing with the pressure and the pain Trying to sustain, riding through the flames Borderline insane, real niggas remain still in position Them broke boys still in they feelings? Who put the money on the table when them niggas was bitching? While I was hustling and pitching And if you paid attention Then you would see the vision and be prepared for the mission I'm a mathematician The front liners of the coalition True ascension Them war stories ain't no superstition Crew efficient From riding buckets to the new additions Do it different Now we push the start and no key to ignition Niggas never listen till they start to feel the tension Of being counted out, but really that was your decision My intuition telling me they selling me for less than I'm worth But after everything I left in this verse I need it all, I want the world and nothing less than the earth Ain't nothing new, I've been this way since birth You niggas ask about me I'm just going through phases I'm just going through phases I said, I'm going through phases I'm just going through phases Told 'em I'm going through phases I'm just going through phases Going through phases Going through phases