I Should've Cheated

I should've (should've) Should've cheated (should've cheated) I should've Have I not bent over backwards for you Have I not catered to your every need Ain't that enough? Have I not, have I not (have I not) have I not, have I not Have you not played me so good that you made me say I love you I think I should've known You taste like dishonesty When we're alone You do your best to avoid me And all of my questions, what's wrong Always checking your phone You expecting a call? I should've cheated (after all your work trips) I should've cheated (after you pulled a knife out) I should've cheated (after you called me the wrong name) I should've cheated I should've cheated I should've cheated when I had the chance trust me baby Whats the point in counting all the ways that you did me wrong What's the point in fighting just to keep the scores Sick of all the trials Sick of all the trying and proving I'm worthy of you Oh baby Oh baby Oh On my side I've always been too forgiving Subconsciously still feel I'm undeserving Cuz what if no one better comes along What if the best isn't yet to come What if this is it, should I just settle? I know this ain't fair But I keep on making excuses for your shit behaviour Maybe your dad didn't love you as much as you wanted him to What you want me to do I should've cheated (after all your work trips) I should've cheated (after you pulled a knife out) I should've cheated (after you called me the wrong name) Instead I stood by you Said "no but he means well" Said yea we got problems But I love you Baby I should've cheated on you I should've cheated when I had the chance trust me baby