Apologies for the Inconvenience

Kiss me on a Thursday, every Friday I will rocket through the void, love destroyed Lock me in a closet 'til the moment is determined to be right, spend the night Stung by your rejection, I will leap into the nearest solar flame, who's to blame Life's too bloody short to wear our inhibitions on our sleeve It makes me grieve just knowing I might waste my precious time with cheerless rhyme My seed will fall like raindrops in a selfless act of tribute just for you, just for you Squeamish, weak and heartsick, my morale is running lower than the fuel, life is cruel Home is where the heart is, so with blind emotions, how will I find Earth, what's it worth Life's too bloody dull for speaking softly, carrying a stick It makes me sick just knowing I might lose a friend You beg and borrow, flirt and tease Our minds are blown by cosmic breeze We'll never sail the seven seas In wooden ships or rowboats made for two All communication's dead The panel lights are glowing red While we amuse ourselves in bed With passing thoughts of animal desire Interference halted, you were finally just a heartbeat from my hand, in demand Every stroke was perfect, with a passion most impossible to fake for my sake Why the sudden death, did futile visions take their toll upon your eyes, no surprise Life's too bloody hard to just fantasize 'bout fun we could have had It makes me sad to just fantasize 'bout fun we could have had