Numb

You're trying to be normal Tryna play along They told you your whole life You're doing something wrong Fragmented emotions Everywhere at once But you need to focus You don't know what you want Growing up and you can't find an in between You're too much or too little You're not anything Feeling like you're slipping You need to take control You're everything at once But there's nothing that you know It'd be easier to just let go Head and heart are singing But they're out of tune How are they so heavy when they're hollow too Wanna feel something but you feel too much And your only other option is feeling Numb 'Fraid of your emotions Scared you're getting stuck Never learned indifference Only hate and love Longing just to be like Everybody else Get your feelings from your body 'Stead of pills on a shelf Head and heart are pounding But they're out of sync A little orange bottle will take care of things Wanna feel nothing cause you feel too much Yeah you only like yourself When you're feeling numb Make yourself natural Artificially Betrayed by your body That's left you incomplete Burdened with the chaos That no one else can see You're everywhere You're nowhere And you're never in between Head and heart are messy You feel all alone Put fragments of yourself under a microscope Life is never easy When you're forced to run To the bottom of a bottle Completely numb