Real Love

I stay up all night, tell myself I'm alright Baby, you're just harder to see than most I put the record on, wait till I get old so Every night I'm dancing with your ghost Listen, said this is my note to you On why I act and the things I do Sleepless nights, countless times, too many times That I've been misviewed, an I write these rhymes so You know my mind, so you know my pain, so you know how I feel Too many nights that man's been played But the love that I've got for you's so real Sometimes numb my love feels too potent That's when I'm stuck in my head Too many nights that my heart's been broken Too many emotions left unsaid Too many nights spent up all alone With the image of you still stuck in my head And no I can't get no rest, can't get no sleep When you left me on read And my mind's still broken So I just take a toke n, start zoning One look in your eyes, it feels like I've drank a trippy love potion Four blue eyes makes an endless ocean But I hope that I'm still in your heart Hope that you hear these lyrics and it helps you out When you're stuck in the dark Stuck in the dark, would you be my light Would you be my ride or die If I was your Bonnie, would you be my Clyde So just tell me you're mine tonight Nah fuck it, you're mine for life One look in your eyes, for you I can compromise Look at the stars and they shine so bright But just a smile from you is a beautiful sight Stuck in the dark, would you be my light Would you be my ride or die If I was your Bonnie, would you be my Clyde So just tell me you're mine tonight Nah fuck it, you're mine for life One look in your eyes, for you I can compromise Look at the stars and they shine so bright And how am I ever gonna find real love Nah when I don't believe in that shit Said so many times that a man's got played An too many times that I've wanted to quit Too many times that I've just been cheated But I gotta sit back and just deal with that shit See, leaving my phone so dry But they all come round when life looks lit Got a kind heart but a broken soul And I've been snaked by too many people It's one of the reasons why my heart's so cold And knowing the meaning of love is one of my motives Then why've got a heart of stone Tell me, why is my heart so cold And why is my heart on froze Look, I've gotta hide my heart Cause it's way too bait And I'm not in it for thug affection I like the cute shit like going on dates An I like the cute shit like Going to movies Said that you love me Act like you knew me Got a kind heart, feels like a duty Said that you love me Show you prove it Better show that you'll prove it Said that you love me Show that you mean it And I hate getting lost in the talking stage Then dealing with demons Feeling so down man my hearts still bleeding See, man I've been so high up, so high up So high up in my feelings See, I'm stuck in this mess But my heart's still beating So how am I ever gonna find real love Nah when I don't believe in that shit Said too many times that a man's got played An too many times that I've wanted to quit Too many times that I've just been cheated But I gotta sit back and just deal with that shit See, leaving my phone so dry But they all come round when life looks lit I don't wanna fall in love again Because when it's for me, that shit always ends Even if I try and make it work They just try and get inside of my head But see, man, I'm still here And I'm choosing whether to keep my life or just lose it Because the way it's all making me feel Man, it's making me believe My heart is just useless Man, I believe that love is just stupid The new me is so fucking ruthless Man, I believe that love is just dead Writing for my soul and mind Not my heart, my heart is just dead But see, man, I'm here And I'm trying my best People saying that I just need rest But the people saying that I just need sleep Don't understand any thought in my head 18 years and I'm still in this mess Man, I've kept it inside It'll just cause stress How am I supposed to keep A smile on my face No one around me knows I'm Said 18 years and I'm still in this mess Man, I've kept it inside It'll just cause stress How am I supposed to keep A smile on my face No one around me knows I'm depressed Every night I'm dancing with your ghost