All I've Ever Known

They play a happy song when I fall apart This way life just got the best of me Didn't mean to break your heart I'm covered to my chin Tryna find a way to win I fill my lungs with black smoke and I blow it in the wind Yes I do I always find a way to lose So I'll stare into the sun and burn out my own eyes If you ever gave a damn Now's your time to shine I took a walk through the dark All on my own I built this house with my own hands So I could be alone Yes I did I never found a way to win Yes I did I never found a way to win Oh lord, I know I'm pretty reckless I guess I lost my way And I just got arrested I was born and raised To try and hold my own This is all I've ever known It's all I've ever known So call it what you want But it's really all the same Cause the ones with the money Will always find a way To make you feel like an old song Attend you at the grave Then bill your whole family And rub it in your face The ones that'll birth you Will throw you to the flames They don't give a damn about you No matter what your age Make you feel like you're all wrong Put you in your place And by the time that you grow old You barely got a way And oh lord, I know I'm pretty reckless I guess I lost my way And I just got arrested I was born and raised To try and hold my own This is all I've ever known It's all I've ever known I just got a way Of learning my own lesson It gets the best of me Trying to run from this depression I was born and raised To try and hold my own This is all I've ever known Yeah, it's all I've ever known This is all I've ever known, Yeah, it's all I've ever known Oh lord, I know I'm pretty reckless I guess I lost my way And I just got arrested I was born and raised To try and hold my own Yeah, it's all I've ever known It's all I've ever known I just got a way Of learning my own lesson It gets the best of me Trying to run from this depression I was born and raised To try and hold my own But this is all I've ever known Yeah, it's all I've ever known