You Were Everything

Yo when you put all of your hope and your trust into like this one thing like What is it It's your everything, like what risks are you gonna take? You was everything and nothing at the same time Whitney HEuston we have a problem wanna run to you You ain't my bodyguard You was just safe place that turned gray You say you love me you don't look at me the same way Got me writing songs like Maybe i'm ugly, maybe that's the reason you don't want me Second guessing Like I need a second helping If there is a god can she help me Hard on myself Not doing good enough This a new level I don't make enough money And i'm looking a little funny Wanna move back into the projects Not having to pay Con Ed that's big flex More Trips More Checks More everything Don't know what no means Little homies, yea, they look up to me They do they they look at me like Yo i gotta question to ask you I see you was in this place and you did that thing like how you do that Are you famous Hard to explain like I could write it out But it won't happen the same way for you That it happened for me You were everything You were everything I am the Grown Up Annie I make Music And I don't have a family Well that's partially true But that's what it feels like How can I explain that I'm lonely in a crowd of people Having everything means nothing Gotta turn it Into something I'm a hustler Like JayZ And I'll do anything if Ameyia want it It's not about me But what about me Or being happy Cause you can't put everything on a bagel No longer faking my happiness Ambivert Sometimes I wanna be alone But I still get mad that you called Even though I don't answer the phone I love imani as a mommy Sis beat cancer and had Ry Pie Idk why she brings so many tears to my eyes Tired of being strong But she inspires me I think i was born depression And I always been anxious panic attacks feel like stabs in the chest I can't breath Call 911 Try to save my my my soul Haa haa haa (just breath) I Am anything you ever needed (deep breath) This is everything you ever wanted (inhale) Nothing from here can be taken (exhale) Cause I'm everything you ever needed (let it all out) Okay Everything Alright just just take a deep breath You could do it Pep talk yourself Just breath Right now Breath Breath Breath with me with me Hold it Hold it Okay now let it out