SUS BOY

When I wake up put my fucking make up Get to fake world Walking down street My fucking mind reeks Hate and grief Eyes of hate Don't say a word My looks instigate If I die trying Uncovering a lie So is my fate In my mind Only thing you will find Big fail-storm I want it to stop I'm utterly lost Sun's long gone My heart stone Feelings are illusions Nothing feels real High on cocaine Tryina' numb this pain Can't see straight Places I've been Faces that I have seen All posers Always running For things material Miss imperial Using people like things So called human beings Disgust Their interest Is just fucking Greed and lust This city's gloomy Nobody here feels me I'm so alone No one's got time To ask if I'm doing fine They're just on their phone I wanted to hang out Maybe some shots Or sessions to bang out But they run hide Everytime the same lie "SOME OTHER TIME" Now if you see me You wanted to feel me It's too late For you have nothing But disgusting Pure hate Look at my crown bitch Just turn around bitch Keep walking You got a death wish? Want me to fuck with? Keep talking! Cause I'm a sus boy Dealing with a fuck boy I'm a mean fucker You a fuck boy Find a dick to suck boy Die motherfucker Cause I'm a sus boy Dealing with a fuck boy I'm a mean fucker You a fuck boy Find a dick to suck boy Die motherfucker All these feelings Nobody to share with Keep inside I don't face them I can't erase them Just go hide It's too late In hate I marinate My hands shake I cant live like this This world is full of shit EVERYONE'S FAKE Moment I regret That time that we met At that bar I showed you my love Gave you the big hug Not knowing who you are I poured my heart Gave in to your facade Big illusion Gave you all Returned what I got Damage and confusion Took my heart out Shook it right out Of existence What's left you fucked And burned and fucked again Laugh in my face Let it all erase Showing true color I thought I knew pain Until I had gone through true horror I'd do the same to you Bring it all right back Show the game to you Find you in your sleep Drag you by your feet Fake tears you weep Bash your skull Paint the fucking shit hall With your blood Send you back to hell Cause I'm the Devil, bitch can't you tell? Cause I'm a sus boy Dealing with a fuck boy I'm a mean fucker You a fuck boy Find a dick to suck boy Die motherfucker Cause I'm a sus boy Dealing with a fuck boy I'm a mean fucker You a fuck boy Find a dick to suck boy Die motherfucker Cause I'm a sus boy Dealing with a fuck boy I'm a mean fucker You a fuck boy No matter how big you try Can't be me, sucker! Cause I'm a sus boy Dealing with a fuck boy I'm a mean fucker You a fuck boy Find a dick to suck boy Die motherfucker DIE MOTHAFUCKA