Where I Am

I guess you wonder where I've been I searched to find the love within I came back to let you know That I think of you And I can't let go I guess you wonder where I've been I searched to find the love within I came back to let you know That I think of you And I can't let go I guess you wonder where I've been I searched to find the love within I came back to let you know That I think of you And I can't let go I guess you wonder where I've been I've been out with friends If I get drunk enough, I'll send that I miss you text Say I can't get you out of my head You might kill my ego if I get left on read You tell me I'm just drunk and I'm back on my BS again I say nah, it's not like that We got some things we need to amend And I feel like we both got some things we been holding in Conversations like this are beneficial Since we last spoke, I moved out of town Now I'm in a pickle Been fucking with some new chicks And they make me miss you I'm tired of the same old, same old superficial You say I'm running game I'm foul and I double dribble I know I'm a king baby But this game ain't Sacramento I broke your heart even though I never meant to Then you start blowing up on me Like a coke hit with a mento You said it's called Looking for love in the wrong places You chase one too many women When you've had one too many cervezas You said I'm looking for you in them That's why I leave frustrated They're as solid as vases hitting the pavement My friends will call me a simp And say I'm moving as a beta Say you got me like Will Smith That's the love spell under Jada I guess you wonder where I've been I search to find the love within I came back to let you know That I think of you And I can't let go Guess you wonder where I've been mentally I guess I wonder where you've been sexually Kiss you on your neck Watch you breathe heavily You know I love how wet it gets for me Fuck it, the neighbors can hear it creak I'll beat it down like it stole something from me You fuck with my style N' I love your soul Cause you're a queen And I'ma throw away your phone Cause it's one night You owe this shit to me Shit I do to you should be illegal You're not my other half We're both whole But you're my equal But nobody gets through to me the way that you do You say I won't give my body to nobody but you, boo Hypnotized by the way that you move I'm under your voodoo You ask me if it's a threat or promise You say if that's how I feel We have several things in common And one thing that's for sure You won't come and get me if you really want me I guess you wonder where I've been I search to find the love within I came back to let you know That I think of you And I can't let go I guess you wonder where I've been I search to find the love within I came back to let you know That I think of you And I can't let go Honestly When I miss you I get fucking faded I hate that I kept you up late at night just waiting Come through the door to see you with your arms crossed Ready for interrogation But you can smell the alcohol And lies before I'd even say them I hate that you had to deal with pain I carried from Raegan I hate that you had to see me angry I'm lying and said No, you're exaggerating And dealing with me left you aggravated I could only imagine Those were the nights where almost anything could happen I remember seeing my life in flashes And one thing I learned is you get burned playing with matches And give them the love that they deserve Cause there's not always second chances Your love is the reason why I'm a hopeless romantic I fucked myself over taking you for granted Now I'm a drifter on the road walking empty handed Just a plastic bag in the wind that's nomadic I guess you wonder where I've been I search to find the love within I came back to let you know That I think of you And I can't let go