Hourglass (KidShazam Remix)

I'm scowling because I'm so tired of feeling useless I'm out of reach of something required: my peace and trueness Financial fears are drowning me, I think no one's proud of me I'm waiting here a thousand weeks to see someone scouring For something that maybe reminds them of me (of me) That I'm loving, not faking the kindness you'll see (you'll see) I'm interrogating myself for me serenading unwell thoughts Kept debating, "Is Hell loss, or is it making me well off?" I punch myself in the chest and then my eyes widen (woah) "I suck at this, I'm the best," that's both my minds fighting Imposter Syndrome kickin' in when I'm short on my cash I fall and whisper, snifflin', "Why don't my mind relax?" So now you understand the issues I clearly got in my head (uh huh) This bloody sand and tissues-so-teary prob'ly makes sense (it does) I'm forced to live in a world I wasn't made for So of course I'll skip for your herd and entertain more Sand falling through the hourglass (the hourglass) Clock is ticking, how much time you have? Sand is falling through the hourglass (the hourglass) Do you mean it if you can't take it back? Sand in the hourglass (the hourglass) Keep my name alive once the time pass by me Sand in the hourglass (the hourglass) Never take for granted how much time you have (You are the actual Devil) Staring at the hourglass Focused on the drop of sand I'm feeling every hour pass Mary Jane street's where I park my caravan All the traumas and dramas lead me to a fatal path I never opened about the time I got abused I used to bring up different excuses for the scars and bruises on my face I live a life no one can tolerate I pray to nothing I take my time to craft a verse So people have something to calm 'em Plumbing views, you ain't an artist, you a con-man We've got something in common, a messed up head Don't you ever compare me to anyone, man They try to judge me off an image, please stop that Midnight, I'm staring at the hourglass I'm counting the seconds every hour has Midnight, I'm staring at the hourglass Last drop, out of time, can I have another chance? Sand falling through the hourglass (the hourglass) Clock is ticking, how much time you have? Sand is falling through the hourglass (the hourglass) Do you mean it if you can't take it back? Sand in the hourglass (the hourglass) Keep my name alive once the time pass by me Sand in the hourglass (the hourglass) Never take for granted how much time you have