These Things I Know (feat. GERZ)

I'm so tired of the same old people Acting like they love me but their hearts are filled with evil I know, I know Saying they might ride or die But they'd probably rather die than to stay by my side Yeah, I know, these things I know Yeah, tell me who can you trust when they just up and leave How can I fuck with you niggas if you don't fuck with me Loyalty comes with a price, I guess it wasn't free And there I was looking stupid, that shit fucks with me Damn, look at where the time passed All you did was lie about me with your lying ass Yeah, just leave me alone You got me blocked on your socials, don't be calling my phone Lil' bro spread a rumor, shit is out of control All the shit I did for you, you left me out in the cold Some say family's everything, I couldn't agree I was there for you niggas but you weren't for me Sleeping in the streets, yeah that made me heartless Swear I hate you niggas, man you turned me to a target Swear you make me sick, just the thought gets me nauseous Crazy just to think how we was and how we lost it Now y'all pointing fingers, I guess y'all scared of the truth I was homeless, I was down, now I'm better than you Had to find a better purpose in the things that I do Had to correct my own path and the way that I move It's just the way that it goes Some family turn to your rivals, friends turn into foes Some people that you love become the people you don't The ten years from my brother, that shit gets me the most Got me fucked up, but I'm better now You can bet on me, I bet I won't let me down R.I.P. sticks, I'm hoping that I make you proud But it's hard, live pretending like I'm happy now I miss my brother, these the things I know Don't gotta lie to you niggas, don't gotta put on a show I'm just human, I have flaws, I'm just letting you know Life is all about lessons, so I learn as I grow Damn, yeah When I sit back and I think about everything And how y'all treated me It only made me stronger It made me the man I am today Y'all left me for dead And now I'm back Hold up, let me vent for a second I need the good lord to send me a blessing Ever since I lost my grandma, whole time a nigga been stressing Man, this life shit'll teach you a lesson And that's real talk, shit get real hard Yeah, they watching over you, but they still gone But when you think about them, do you feel warm Or when you think about them, do you see them home I'm stuck in a storm Damn, I just need to relax This is real life shit that I put on these tracks This is real life shit that I'm putting on wax It taught me game, now I'm teaching it back Motherfucker, I take my lumps like a man though The beat livin' with half a heart, I didn't plan on it Ten toes, I gotta stand on it