Jada

Shit Jada, see yeah I never would date her But part of me felt some guilt because her boyfriend would play her Nothing to do with me, so fuck feeling guilty I just know if I was her Id want somebody to feel me you know? See the real me? And not just some pussy She thinking if I had a baby he would stay but would he? I ain't captain save a hoe, I know how this shit go Fuck niggas praying on a weak mind that's all they know They on and off but she can't live without him He would punch her in her face and she never would doubt him She stuck in a cycle thinking someday he would change She was right but for the worse I could see it in plain Can't tell her nothing, she say she ain't leaving Told her girls they was hating and they never gon get him Block they numbers and now she moving away They was glad to see her go but I wish she would've stayed Uh Years go by and I'm a whole different man Thinned out, hair long and a just little more tan Pockets deeper than a ocean, and I got some motion Guess she ain't recognize me that night through all the commotion Monday or Tuesday I couldn't tell you which But it was dark in the winter so I think it was like 6 Drive through I'm in the whip ordering chick When a girl yelled for help and I was thinking "oh shit" I pulled around, checking all my surrounds About to eat a 1 I heard a familiar sound I see a girl she running and she screaming help me Was about to mind my business but I said "strife please" That ain't me, it's no time for "later" I pulled around the lot and I said "is that Jada?" She half naked with no sweats in distress Told her get in the car I didn't know what's next She said A lot of words I ain't know what she was saying Screaming and crying I was sitting there waiting For her to get herself together, I thought it would be never She finally got out the words and said her boyfriend left her "Oh that was it? I'm sorry to hear that You should be a little bit more careful walking half naked" She cut me off and said "oh no you don't get it Me and him we homeless man we just live in the Jetta" He pushed me out the car and then he sped off away Said he throwing all of my clothes in trash behind the bank My phone died, I ain't got no service Right now I'm really thinking that my life don't got a purpose I said "it'll be okay we'll figure it out We'll talk more but I guess I'll call the cops for now" She screamed no, please don't go that far They'll take him to jail cuz he got a pending charge "Man what? He beat you already? Not once, not twice, but thrice it'll be deadly If you let this shit go on, you'll be good on your own Let the cops handle it now you gotta find a home" Charge ya phone, you can use my hot spot Call somebody up it don't matter if they blocked But of course, the first thing she did Man she called the nigga that got her in all of this shit As I'm figuring it out cops showed up They was bout 8 deep man I thought we was in luck I said I'll take you over there, you'll be in good care She said "no I really can't cuz they'll kill him I swear" I promised that it would be good, it was no good She told me "Marcus said he love me and that he always would" I appreciate the help but he's coming this way I'm sorry I don't even think that I asked your name Don't worry, ima pray for you And hope that you get to see a new sky blue She said "I will, I know he means it this time" She shut the door, but I was scared in my mind Days past, I'm chilling on couch I was scrolling on the gram and I'm bout to lay down I seen a picture of Jada and then my heart had sank They said they found her body in the trash behind the bank Fuck