How To Love

I know I'm fucked up 'cause I looked, look I know I'm fucked up 'cause I looked down, my cup empty You be nervous when you're with me 'cause I got thugs with me I know I did you dirty 'cause you stopped lovin' me I know I did you dirty 'cause you stopped lovin' me I took my time with you, how could you just be done with me? Even though I told your ass I needed company I ain't gon' lie, I mistreated you, baby You made me feel like I needed you, baby Tryna show you how much I love you, all you see is Mercedes Countin' commas up by the bundle, you can see this shit crazy Now it's no love for me Ever since I did you wrong, ain't no love for me My hoodie on, niggas wanna see a slug in me And police on my nuts like I got drugs on me Actin' just like these hoes, tryna put cuffs on me But what am I supposed to do if they run up on me? It's haters everywhere, I gotta keep a gun on me If I don't do it, who the fuck gon' keep one up for me? If I don't trust myself, how can I give you trust, homie? Can you be like a band-aid, always in the cut for me? If I don't understand, can you be a crutch for me? If a nigga take my chain, fuck it, I want blood from it I know I'm fucked up 'cause I looked, look I know I'm fucked up 'cause I looked down, my cup empty You be nervous when you're with me 'cause I got thugs with me I know I did you dirty 'cause you stopped lovin' me I know I did you dirty 'cause you stopped lovin' me I took my time with you, how could you just be done with me? Even though I told your ass I needed company