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Take a walk with me, have a talk with me, I'm unashamed till I die, I get that that's offsetting I'm off-handed, yeah, I'm outlanding, I'm stuck in the middle Play my thoughts like a broken record, I'm putting in work, yeah, I wanna be better To control myself, no Xbox, I'm undercover like black ops I ain't on the stage with soapbox, getting tired of all these TED talks Tough having guns while having no aim, pulling that trigger and hearing no bang Hearing me say while hearing no say, my burdens are stocked, they looking to trade They collect dust while I pray they fade, told you before, it's my mental state Don't know the song? Well you're a bit late, take a picture, get the vision Imma have to roleplay Gotta tell ya, I'm kinda upset, you writing these songs and taking some pledge How you say you healed from me but you slept with me, you haven't gotten out of my bed I relieve your stress and relieve your mess You talk a whole lot like you leave door locked but you have the key You still come in, you still come in, you still come in Hypocritical, how original screaming at the top of your lungs with decibels Imma the keep adding to the list, no decimals Red dot on your face, that's my reticle Double cross me, it's unconventional, coming at you with the right cross I'ma take shots, I'ma take charge, I'ma write these bars and make you hot, make you hot Back to the same beat but different character Parties in here and the more the merrier Didn't catch your name but you look familiar, who's that again Anger, I'm here, I antagonize your fears, Mercy over there, you best stand clear, I'm the only one you see when you look in the mirror The glass is shattered, be the heart of the battle, stick to the shadows and never unravel Cause when you do that you're just like daddy, breaking everything including your family Stay close to your face, you ain't keeping up with me Walking in town and taking your city Running you out and ain't that pretty How you fall so easy, you fall so easy Intimacy, intimacy, still calling me up and I'm telling her to leave She had no respect for me, though rejecting me, I'm objecting here, a new perspective, please Undetected, she moved relentlessly, a veteran of her craft and here I am, losing sleep Staring at mirror, make it crystal clear, I'm not where I wanna be I make many efforts to avoid my trauma, what else can I do when I live at the bottom The devil telling me he never gonna stop it, yelling and saying I'm the root of the problem I'm never gonna solve it and never gonna drop it, sold all my angst in a nice cold bottle Building my fears Rapunzel in the tower, Let the walls down so I'll tell them all about it How many times do I have to say it, I'm human and broken, dealing with anguish This love is nothing but a game to me, though it feels like folks found a new way to cheat Moments of hate feel all the same to me flying off the ground, that's plain to see Save for the cameras, my statement speaks, how my body takes risks and it dares to bleed Not talking about socials, living my life for the present moment Because I show it, I stand in front of the public, broken No tricks or acts, I'm no greatest showman God you only, take me in when I feel lonely I'm deep in this and I hate the growing I'm sick of pain, nobody told me, nobody told me To not let him have another inch, no, not have the pain sink in No, I won't take a compliment, so that door won't open again, no Never have to feel a thing, no, never be pushed to the brink, no Never be rushed to think slow, down to the Thoughts or feels? Don't