Is This Real?

Is this real? Is we goin' up for real Member six grade, I had dreams of this Told ma i'm on music, she told me I'm trippin' She told me to get out her face, she not thinkin' bout this Like damn, I'm tryna make it for you Tryna do what I do, tryna get out the loop It's proven these niggas can't do what I do You niggas see where I came from, I'm tryna prove Tryn prove that you can real do it from there You gon' fuck up, make mistakes, you human It's all about what you gon do after that I'm goin' up cause I got tired after that I got tired of being broke, so I'm usin' my voice Nigga back then, nigga, we ain't have no voice So bendin' them rips and real makin' some noise It was lookin' like that was our only choice Every teardrop, that's another dollar I earn I be sorry to say it, I'm better off hurt How the fuck is this gon' work How the fuck this gon' work between us? This ain't love, now it's just lust You was just cheatin' on him with me, how you want my trust You ain't my girl, we just argue and fuck You already let me down I call my dog, don't let me down You not my dog, you act different when bitches around I got that jail call, and it kept goin' in and out Like, in and out, like, what did you say I done missed everything he told me I'm in a group call with my men When I get off, I feel so lonely We in an argument, I'd rather let you have it I know you see this cash, I'm done with spazzin Started makin' new music, got none from draggin Nowadays, they just pass it My dawg My dawg understood it's love You cheatin', you cheatin', ain't worry about nothin' It is what it is but I jhi wish it wasn't She come back, cause I'm the one Chrisean and Blue, don't think we done How the fuck you wanna beef? you get tricked for your gun You know when I fall in love, I run I can't stay here, love, I think I'ma hurt you So when I dip on you, don't take that personal Don't think it was you, cause it real wasn't you My life, you can't walk a mile in my shoe My life, you probably ah die in my shoe Is this real? Is we goin' up for real Member six grade, I had dreams of this Told ma i'm on music, she told me I'm trippin' She told me to get out her face, she not thinkin' bout this Like damn, I'm tryna make it for you Tryna do what I do, tryna get out the loop It's proven these niggas can't do what I do You niggas see where I came from, I'm tryna prove Tryna prove, it really take one Talent Tryna prove these bitches be wildin She gon' preach that she don't even do none of that Whole time, that bitch got mileage Fuck it, let's get it, then take us a trip to a island Let's get it, then take us a trip to the light Get as far as we can from them cold ass nights Be forgetting this shit real life I do you wrong, it's better you hate me Gaslight me?, I done got a little smarter That shit don't phase me That shit don't phase me cause I'm doin' good, I really miss my hood Is this real? Is we goin' up for real Member six grade, I had dreams of this Told ma i'm on music, she told me I'm trippin' She told me to get out her face, she not thinkin' bout this Like damn, I'm tryna make it for you Tryna do what I do, tryna get out the loop It's proven these niggas can't do what I do You niggas see where I came from, I'm tryna prove