Against Me

I don't know what to do no more, I'm lost Every morning when I wake up I pray Thank God I'm alive another day, thank God that I'm paid Lately I've been seeing better days but I don't get too comfortable they come and go like waves Feel like they all against me like I'm in the movie get out Lost in my mind still say that I'mma head out Always talk to God before I step out, ask him to protect me from a goofy shooting lead out Roads foggy, vision blurry I move nonchalant but always in a hurry Why these niggas tryna hurt me? I ain't done shit to nobody, always done shit for somebody But, I know Everything I reap I'm always gon' sow It don't matter where you from, matter where you gon' go Seed in the mud, the stronger you grow I don't care about a thing God know what we don't I hustle hard cause I live in the struggle Hard as a rock in a world full of rubble Shot of success better make it a double No matter the win, you must remain humble Feds be corrupt man I learn from my uncle I keep my head up though at times I might stumble God hate the sin, but he don't hate the sinner Had to lose a couple times before I could call myself a winner Man, I've been down the road I'll push a hundred times know that I'll probably spin around the block again And I've been played by a hoe All part of the game ain't the same boy I used to be a year ago Who would've known life would get this difficult Taking all these drugs who would've known it'd get medicinal Small minded, always be the first to get physical Used to question God who would've know I'd get biblical I got demons tryna take my soul but I would never let it go I gave my life to Christ, man I swear I ain't been the same So the devil try to use the bro's against me, keep me second guessing Keep teaching me lessons and it's fuckin' with my brain In a city where shit get cold but the streets get hot Might take a couple thou', stock up on G-locks They quick to the judge like they know what it costs I took his bitch with a fit out of ross Livin' on my own since 18 got my shit together like a binder Mama told me "boy just speak from the heart, you'll shine like a star" Got her Ray-Bans just so I don't blind her Bitch I'm from the north, but shit could go south I don't take shit lightly boy watch your mouth I learn from my past so I can focus right now Alone in the studio smokin' right now Every morning when I wake up, I pray Thank God I'm alive another day, thank God that I'm paid Lately, I've been seein' better days but I don't get too comfortable they come and go like waves Feel like they all against me like I'm in the movie get out Lost in my mind still say that Imma head out Always talk to God before I step out, ask him to protect me from a good shooting lead out