LOVEU

I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man God please pick up the phone Tell me you're home Tell me you're right and really I'm wrong Tell you my lies, you waited too long Ain't no surprise I hate when you gone Out of my life, the pain living on I cannot make up another sad song When'd you break up, I should've called But I was working wish the truck would've stalled Wish we could go back to playing some ball Smoking some stacks and pound back alcohol You'd always pick me up when I would fall You were there through the thick of it all When I was with you, we both stood tall I still regret tripping over your broad Felt like a dick, she didn't deserve it at all Shouldn't have said that shit about your mom She did her best from dusk till dawn When you were here, you'd agree all along Some things shouldn't be said Like all the thoughts running through my head I can't get enough, middle of the night got me feeling rough Eyes that keep on swelling up Think that I have dwelled enough Tears, yes, they filling up Years, yes, it's been enough Yeah, my heart's still ripping up My sanity is still slipping up You're the realest I know, gotta give it up So I grab me my cup and I fill it up In heaven, I hope that you live it up But my words can't express this enough I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man Got a nigga tripping, wishing things could go different Since you been gone, I had to do a lot of thinking Trying to right my wrongs, hoping that I could flip it Desperate, I treated you wrong and that's on me My mind's gone, feel so lonely Time moves on, still feel phony If your life got hard, you can still phone me All my love just turns to fear At every party, still wishing you were here All cried out, can't produce another tear Wish I could lie on the tracks and just disappear Please call me, tell me you've just been gone Way too long Passing by your house just to see if the lights still on Losing it while I drive and they play your song Your moms would get mad when we left the bikes on the lawn Chilling for hours like cattle on a farm On the news, can't believe what I saw Just really need to pick up this call Ill pick you up and you can sit in my car Trips haven't been the same since you gone Been breaking down at work cause really I'm torn Binge watching posts of memories you on Still can't help feeling I did you wrong There was so much more I could have done Wish you were here to see my son And give me advice, I'm neglected for too long We could play chess and move through the ponds Or talk about music and move through the art You were the only one with me from the start Left on the streets really breaks my heart You were the light shining in a world so dark Left this life with a couple of scars For your sisters it must be hard But I know you're watching, always on guard Left a legacy on the streets living on Still can't express the joy you were through this song But I.. I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man I fucking loved you, man