Your Journey

The limitations over you come from lessons you did not fully learn in your past life and therefore disciplines you with these restrictions in this life in hopes that you will overcome them There is an indication of a huge restriction in terms of confidence and ambition due to taking on responsibility and maturity at a very young age Throughout your life, especially in your early years, challenges kept occurring that blocked your means for achievement Because of this, you could very well doubt yourself and your abilities, resulting in low self-esteem and anxiety Anger issues may also be a problem, although you rarely let this show publicly Even though you appear mature and disciplined, you can often seem weak and vulnerable due to your lack of confidence You may have missed out on a lot of amazing opportunities in life due to your perceived flaws You must learn to face your fears, your faults, and the struggles that come your way with courage and assertion You could easily conclude that you'll just never get what you want out of life, but have you ever really tried? Have you ever asked? Your tendency to withdraw and isolate yourself from society is your major downfall You will never gain confidence and bravery unless you remove yourself from the shadows You need to improve your social skills and your persona to help yourself overcome your inner feelings of self-doubt and anxiety, ultimately facing the challenges life brings you with confidence and grace You need a firm balance of spontaneity and structure Previously you did not seek out help and guidance because of your position Perhaps you did not want to ruin your clean reputation and disappoint others in the process You're extremely ambitious, hard-working, and always looking to be powerful and in control and this comes from your past life influencing your present It can be to the extent that nothing and no one will come in your way Your extreme focus on work and your career stems from your need to be in control This can make you tense, stressed, unemotional, and willing to hurt others to get your way if you feel you lack control somehow Most times, this need for control comes from financial struggle in the family and challenges in the early present life Your life lesson and main challenge is to learn to overcome your need to feel like you have to impress others and remain at the top You need to learn to seek help when needed, understand yourself in and out, and let go of your insecurities You were born to be lucky when it comes to your chosen field, profession, or career You will receive good karma when you're mature, ethical, stable, and keep a determined, ambitious mind set You can easily benefit society through your actions and your conservative attitude aids you in your success To attain more good fortune, you need to achieve balance and harmony, don't overwork yourself or expect too much of yourself When you get too involved with material gain and your fear of failure, good fortune can decrease Though you are very open about your feelings and enjoy discussing emotions, you tend to rationalize your feelings and ignore the deeper and more intense emotions that lurk within you This leaves you to never actually "feel" them In fact, when you are forced to deal with an intense situation, you may become extremely nervous and overwhelmed because there is no way for you to intellectualize your feelings Stimulation is key and you usually distract yourself from your emotions by focusing more on thinking Your voice, in all forms, is your comfort You may enjoy writing, acting, singing, or playing instruments as a form of communicative expression You're a very animated, intelligent speaker with the ability to pour all of your passions and feelings into your creativity You're an interesting person to have conversations with because of your quirky mannerisms and your captivating knowledge You enjoy socializing and sharing your thoughts and ideas with others It's not easy for you to express yourself the way you want, and you may be extra sensitive to those around you and react strongly around negativity You can often experience misunderstandings, emotional distance or outbursts, and miscommunication A lot of the problems with this aspect come with your own understanding of your self and learning how do deal with other peoples responses This is a learning experience, where it may take some time for you to truly be open with others and not let what other people do or say effect your inner emotional security and well being You can feel much like your own worst enemy, struggling to come to terms with how you will react and what you will do in situations You have a tendency to attract challenging individuals and situations in your life as this behavior and environment of conflict and tension is all you have known since childhood The way you act and the way you assert yourself can restrict you and your progress in life, but you cannot seem to remove yourself from getting a rise out of others The struggle between your need of nurture and care and your need for rebellion and independence can be extremely frustrating for you You will spend your later years analyzing yourself, your past, and the people who were heavily involved in your past in an attempt to take control and to search for the roots of your emotional turmoil and pain Because much of your past and most of your emotional expression have been restricted or forgotten, for most of your life, you have dealt with obsessiveness, sensitivity, and paranoia that has been challenging to stabilize and master You were taught to deal with your emotions by stimulating your mind and you may have been taught to believe that crying, expressing anger, or becoming overly affectionate and needed nourishment were signs of weakness that needed to be limited In reality, this is not the case. Such emotional reactions are normal and to be expected Your journey is to become aware of this and work to improve it You're very ambitious and goal-oriented While others may procrastinate and make excuses, you use your abilities to remain productive and create long-term goals for yourself You have an abundance of energy, drive, and passion that can be used to take action thoroughly and immediately Your natural leadership abilities and your ability to see the bigger picture will aid you in achieving your goals There's a few things you will need to improve though First and most importantly, it is apparent that your focus tends to only be present when you are interested in what you are looking to achieve For example, if you don't like your job or have to deal with someone boring, you will become restless trying to keep your attention on them and eventually procrastinate or escape from them altogether Another issue is your tendency to be demanding and expansive in your pursuits which could potentially damage important matters of your life if you are not careful It's great to have strong will power and determination, but you will need to learn to use it properly Often, you will find enjoyment from becoming involved in situations where you can create order from chaos Essentially, you will want to provide freedom and renewal to what was once restricted or limited by a governing force In some way, there will be an event or a theme in your life that challenges your individuality and your independence For you, this will likely stem from disturbances in your upbringing and family life Situations and circumstances will force you into confronting and acknowledging the restrictions implemented onto you and you will be pushed to move forward into the unknown and create something revolutionary and unique for yourself Unfortunately, with such a transition, you will be pulled to your traditional past while you will also be pulled to move on and free your heart and mind You will feel extremely frustrated until you let go of your emotional baggage and your sense of guilt If you want to achieve happi