Reasoning

I just can't make it out I just can't make it out When my heart getting colder Nick load up the folder When I can't make it out You put your trust into people You're digging your grave I remember back when we had no name Now the team blowing up like propane And if you chose their side then hold that lane I could deal with the hurt, I'm a pro at pain The way life change it is insane But in my brain, a stain that's ingrained So many people switch sides But I maintain I still have to fight with more jokers Them Bruce Wayne Dawg I just turned twenty Lessons in this life I feel I done learn plenty Went from dreaming of the 110's to the Bentley Keem rise the stick like he just reached a century Rest of dawgs robbing like Them name Rihanna Fenty Can't sleep recently Nightmares frequently Dream about the ones I love start to resent me Nick do you have a little trust you can lend me Lost mine in 2020 And it keeps deepening Try to make it out, but it just deepening Heart full of doubt, and my trust weakening Burying me alive, but I keep breathing in Can't give up now, that's my reasoning Look at the pain that I'm keeping in Still stand tall, but my knees weakening Just reasoning Cause people come and they go like the shoreline I just wish me and mama had more time So many things broke my heart But that tore mine That's why from the start I out pour mine And now to deal with the hurt I need a remedy A recipe It might be the Hennessy Before I lay in the dirt, in the cemetery Protect my three, my mama watch over me Because my trust, it is finite So I try, just to trust with my eyesight But in my mind, I get red flags, bad signs Mek me give up on the game by half time Reason in my brain just to pass time Search for a pain that I can't find Cause tell my enemy, is not the enemy Just tell my enemy He get the last laugh for the last time And it keeps deepening Try to make it out But it just deepening Heart full of doubt And my trust weakening Burying me alive But I keep breathing in Can't give up now That's my reasoning Look at the pain that I'm keeping in Still stand tall But my knees weakening Just reasoning Cause the mount of time me fail No wind in ah mi sail Me still a hold the faith All in the belly of the whale Me tell me mummy swear She nah gone see me in a the jail But when the work be coming slow Put me heart into the scale Look when it rains it pours And when it snows it hails Life it nah no fairytale Me still ah score Thierry Gale Sub me in the 92nd And a want me score the winner Ja did tell me watch the wire Now me changing me attire Like comme des garcons Me sleeve me heart on Still a raise one, to ones who are gone Sip the hard one lick up me organ Raise the choir nick play the organ Higher the vision shin bring the dark ones Trust been weakening heart been hardened Want me heart gone, like Tony Stark one But me stand tall till the war done Dawg I just turned twenty Lessons in this life I feel I done learn plenty Went from dreaming of the 110's to the Bentley Keem rise the stick like he just reached a century Rest of dawgs robbing Like them name Rihanna Fenty Can't sleep recently, nightmares frequently Dream about the ones I love start to resent me Nick do you have a little trust you can lend me Lost mine in 2020 Can't make it out Just can't make it out Can't make it out Can't make it out Just can't make it out Can't make it out Can't make it out You put your trust into people You digging your grave Expensive beats down in Panama Do anything to make Pamela proud Just can't make it out