this time/different

I don't know if imma make it back this time Uhh, this time Uhhh I don't know if imma make it back this time Uhh, this time Uhhh I done been here before, but I ain't been in this deep Losin track of my days, losin sleep Tryna get back on my feet I did everything for everyone but nobody did nothin for me (Had to do it by myself, had to do it by myself, had to do it by myself, had to) Huh Had to do it by myself I been movin by myself Nothing's ruined by myself I don't wanna waste time, so I use it by myself I got Louis by myself, I been I been movin by myself for a reason I'm in so much pain, feel like it's hell playin defense I don't know why I don't accept help from the deep end I been injured mentally, I'm out for the season Know why I'm never here? Cause I play it by ear No matter how bad that it gets I'll never shed a tear Never in front of my peers Miss when I could show all of my feelings and I'd get endeared I miss when I wasn't always wishin I would disappear I need some motivation Why am I so impatient? Why am I so reserved when I don't got reservations? Why am I on this earth? Why on earth I'm in this nation? Why do I ask all of these questions on a daily basis? I don't know if imma make it back this time Uhh, this time Uhhh I don't know if imma make it back this time Uhh, this time Uhhh Imma make this time different Send him to another dimension I got these glocks and these switches Bullet hole relieve the tension Imma make this time different Huh, woah, imma make another band Imma pop out at yo place if you dissin on my clan That lil girl, she tryna hate, but I know that girl a fan Everybody tryn' relate, they don't even understand You don't know me No, no, no, I changed up I don't like 12, got my bro chained up Aimin for my feet, lil boy, get yo aim up You gon mess my J's up And my space boots Yea I'm cold, cause I'm keeping me a K too I forgot to bring it, then that boy gettin his face bruised Ima bring it this time, some like the prelude This time I ain't takin the escape route Imma make this time different Send him to another dimension I got these glocks and these switches Bullet hole relieve the tension Imma make this time different Send him to another dimension I got these glocks and these switches Bullet hole relieve the tension Imma make this time different