Spiralling (feat. KidOvHull & Meg.Harmony)

Im spiralling Ohhhhh I'm spiralling Noooo ohhhh I'm spiralling It 3 o clock in morning I start writing its deep No feelings left inside me when trying to sleep This demon of mine loves my rapping streak Don't want to be on repeat Mental health can be weak Still we stand up try to speak You can see it's a peak week Still I carry on this technique Technology be the death of me But rather talk to missed loved ones spitual energy Yes me my self and I Are a very strange mortal entity Keep myself trapped in my own ways Its my secret identity Vic Taurus Is now alive, Im my own masked enemy Struggle with my female flexibility Showing the world you can be who you want to be Because Whats life without equality I can play both roles and No not just psychologically And yet It all just seems like logic to me. Keep fighting on this mental war and no where not in the streets Venca can carry on making my head retreat The grim made me who I am proud to be Woke me up Stand Up For myself No flight mode No flee In this rap game I will stand up For awarness and speak You won't believe it until you ride the mind storm Putting the mask on to live this life Ride and perform Still on my own self medicated platform I put myself out here hoping I can help and inform We Never Sparilling alone Im spiralling Wo ohhhh Im spiralling Nooooo Im spiralling Pleaseeeee I'm spiralling I'm spiralling Yo My mental health is spiralling Late at night wide awake while I wish I could just get some sleep The thoughts in my head can get way to deep I can't fall it's way to steep I got to elevate I got to make this leap My racing thoughts are always on repeat It's like there shuffling Trust me its suffering Can't understand myself it's puzzling Keep my pain deep within Yet I know im not alone but at times i do feel on my own These feelings i've got to ignore But sometimes it feels I get close to knocking on heavens door It's like i'm drowning I just want to be at shore I know the score Yes I know the case Carry on put a fake smile on my face But from my thoughts I need some space Running out of breath with this mental race With my diagnosis that i dint chose See some just want see you lose They don't care about your win DanArk is my life Id be incomplete without him He knows he owes me nothing and never would As long as he is in my life Im always good I understand that family isn't always blood By my side i know his always stood He won't let it take its toll He supports me through it all When I come to call (Ohh He offers me) Protection A lot of love and affection With him i don't have to worry about rejection See he supports my struggle with my conditions that we both have to juggle Adhd, Asperges and Autism. For us at times it's hard He remains my light in the dark But hold it together kid don't fall apart Togther One Soul, Two Hearts Thats DanArk. Uhhh ohhhh I'm spiralling Nooooo ohhhhhhh Don't let Me spiral Vic.Taurus.Music KidOfHull Meg.Harmony