Proud Of All My Friends (feat. Dudes and Their Guys)

While I'm sitting for a minute, scrolling through my finger tip I sip a glass of water that's been sitting tepid on the coffee table While I'm looking at your page you're working at the place that you've been wanting to since way before the early days You'll ask me how I'm doing in a couple of weeks, I'm at my peaks, I'm getting weak, I'm tryna speak I don't wanna sound jealous, I don't love on myself, so I gotta go project that shit on somebody else Now I'm Proud of all my friends, so proud of all my friends Proud of all my friends, so proud of all my friends They look at us and say "we're happy without them, so happy without them" But I'm still proud of all my friends, so proud of all my friends While I'm thinking about what you never said to me I know it's partially on me You see it sucks because I never said it either Now I'm looking at your page and wondering how everything's been going since you started dating Emily I'm hoping that she's doing well cuz I haven't seen any of you since I left my house in 2019 Take your college friends on vacation, I'm not jealous I'm just too high maintenance Now I'm Proud of all my friends, so proud of all my friends Proud of all my friends, so proud of all my friends They look at us and say "we're happy without them, so happy without them" But I'm still proud of all my friends, so proud of all my friends I see you're doing pretty well for yourself Got a job got a wife Got some plaques on your shelf Oh no don't worry bout me I can make it just fine Just gotta figure out a way to whittle down my screen time Because you know I told you that you'd make it places Back when I would say it to your face and you would make those faces Staring out at space and hoping someday we could shake our stasis Now I'm standing proud to be somebody you exchanged your days with But I won't lie Sometimes I wanna live inside of the spotlight Sometimes I get jealous of your new life But that's a topic for another day another time I'm glad that you found your way Here's to you friend proud of you I hope someday You can return the favor pat my back and say You're proud of me, but at least you turned out okay I'm proud of all my friends, so proud of all my friends Proud of all my friends, so proud of all my friends I know I know I'm nothing without them, God damn I miss my friends But I'm still proud of all my friends, so proud of all my friends