Home (feat. Penetractor)

Don't make me go home I'm all settled now But when I walk through that doorstep I'm spiraling down Back to the razor's edge Back to when you left me alone I know the paint's run dry Brighter than the past Could it be washed away Away with answers you owe me Leading me astray Again and again Could you be proud for something I achieved on my own Could you acknowledge something That happened while you were gone Could you help me with something You don't understand You deem to be wrong I miss the talks to be had Why don't I answer your calls when I have so much to tell And words outdate fast I'm sure you meant it when you tried to make them last I'm sure you're trying to make sense of my silence Could you break it for me Could you feel joy for something Without reasoning if it's truly deserved I wandered off for so long I can't recall where I'm from Am I a product of absence Or do I inhabit it Can I be more than I failure in your eyes Disdain in disguise Affection unshown Don't make me go home Did I take your hopes with me When I left our house Can you accept your mistakes When you keep me close You'd rather be right than to be there for me Let go Why can't you bury the past - rise above your pride I can't be myself while I make you proud I wandered off for so long I can't recall where I'm from Am I a product of absence Or do I inhabit it Can I be more than I failure in your eyes Disdain in disguise Affection unshown Don't make me go home Did I take your hopes with me When I left our house Can you accept your mistakes When you keep me close