Sinister

Told me you would have my Back All you ever did was make me Panic and attack If I'm being honest Thinking on it makes me mad Told me you were different Than the others you're another One who Didn't keep their promise why Don't come knocking at my Door If you're gonna keep the same Sales pitch as before I don't want your product Lost me in the waves being Made By your lies left me there with No life vest Drowning in the water Weighed down with the lies Way down Can't say I'm surprised Say wow 3 years in and I found how Sinister she was almost had a Break down Where's everybody at They bounced Looking for other rappers on The Playgound Didnt give them what they Wanted What they wanted was for me To fail and hit the pavement on The way out out If I knew then what I know Now id Hit stop go around try to pass By Little did I know you would be Rhe reason I wouldnt wanna love anyone For a long time kong time If i wasnt good enough For you to love Why didnt you say bye Waitin on what Theres nothing left for us After finding you around with The guys youd hide You were telling me they made You do it Had me looking like a doofus Had me on a merry go round Feeling stupid yepp Gotta ask myself why Theres a reason i should cry Yeah i did it for a while Now im done keep it moving Cut myself some slack I tend to bounce back like A mirror on the wall thats used To refract life Flying through the red lights Should of took time to see the Warnings I would of been fine Unbuckled And crashed right In into this How would i of seen it coming If i cant see the future Im not a fortune-teller Call the medic This is fatal Took it too another level Month 3s when it happend It was hidden for a few years Raps always had my back i aint New here Maybe i was immature you Werent too clear It took me a minute to learn you didnt care reveling a new Fear When i look back and think About us i remember that you Cheated 3 months into our 3 Year relationship with my best Friend claiming he forced you Hiding the truth until months After we broke up I spent another 3 years getting Over you And spent 6 years Fighting with my self trying to Figure out if im lovable or Whats up Heres what i learned Yeah I am Better than i was Ill adjust Didnt try gotta do it gotta must If i dont might as well lock me Up If you dont Better run im incapable of Feeling anything that isnt Numb If you wanna have an argument Go argue with your momma Then Honestly im happier with Conidence Trynna make me jealous over Where you are now Where youre at is the gunk on My shoes aint it Obvious Yeah Check mate Im kinda ina hurry Noticed you were here Thought id come in drop Through so I have nothing left to say youll Never hear from me again thats A promise i will never call you Youll never hear another song About It Ill leave it for you to speak on In the comments If you wanna say your side but Im never gunna read it why Would i care to do that Since ime being honest Told me you would have my Back All you ever did was make me Panic and attack If I'm being honest Thinking on it makes me mad Told me you were different Than the others you're another One who Didn't keep their promise why Don't come knocking at my Door If you're gonna keep the same Sales pitch as before I don't want your product Lost me in the waves being Made By your lies left me there with No life vest Drowning in the water Weighed down with the lies Way down Can't say I'm surprised Say wow 3 years in and I found how Sinister she was almost had a Break down Where's everybody at They bounced Looking for other rappers on Rhe Playgound Didnt give them what they Wanted What they wanted was for me To fail and hit the pavement on The way out out