Beautiful Nightmare (feat. Omnilux)

She my Beautiful nightmare She got not reason to fight fare She my Beautiful Nightmare She my Beautiful nightmare She got not reason to fight fare She my Beautiful Nightmare I have never been a ladies man my looks just made it certain Comb over big old glasses surely looked a little nerdy New this girl in second grade when she smile it made me nervous Thought I'd tell her how I feel I couldn't muscle up the courage As the years went along my little heart grew even fonder We was in the 7th grade now and by then was gonner Lost in my own head I couldnt see no one beyond her I was Day dreaming I could easy ride her Peter Fonda Then came the day that i thought i could finally shoot my shot Typed a message up on Myspace told her every truth I got She didnt hesitate I swear my girl was quick with her reply I think we should just be friend cuz you're really not that guy Never give up on the girl that's what I saw in all the movies So I asked a few more times till she revealed how she felt truly I told ya once already but you dont seem to catch my drift I dont feel the same about you I could sense that she was pissed So I dropped the conversation Tried to stop my heart from breaking But I knew that it was late hadda find someone new to tape it I was running outta patience You could smell my desperation Puberty hit me hard like heroine to caucasians Fourteen came with more women That didnt like me cuz I was different Maybe ugly was the word was to horny to even listen I wasn't in the competition so I had to walk away Now I'm back here thinking about it and I got a lot to say She my Beautiful nightmare She got not reason to fight fare She my Beautiful Nightmare She my Beautiful nightmare She got not reason to fight fare She my Beautiful Nightmare Junior year came out of nowhere Women started taking notice Finaly crawled up outta my head Testosterone was bonus Now I'm the one who had to choose New feelings I was mad confuse Searching for my absolute I was trynna keep my focus It was white girl from the burbs also trynna herself I though she was the dopest she didnt think that herself I could spot the insecurities I thought that she ain't had none So I opened up myself Only to be dismantled It wasnt all her fault I surely played a role I was out here chasing pussy When I should've stayed at home I swear I never cheated But sure as hell came close That's why you end up leaving I'm grieving my empty soul She the reason that I smoke Reefer helped me to forget her Only to haunt me back when I'm sober Higher the better was my motto for while till I got my shit together Never felt anything better than the girl that I was next to There used to be a time when I'd put no one above her 7 years we been apart but a part of me still loves her Heard some shit the other day that kinda had me gasping Even through all our bullshit I just hope that she is happy This joint right here is for all of the women in life Some of ya brought me pain while many gave me insight I know I'm damaged goods but i've learnt alot I swear Even though I've moved on you'll forever be my She my Beautiful nightmare She got not reason to fight fare She my Beautiful Nightmare She my Beautiful nightmare She got not reason to fight fare She my Beautiful Nightmare I think I've met my match and I'm positive it's for sure This last year has great cuz you ain't miles away anymore I know I'm hard to work it there's a lot you have endured I swear my heart is in the right place and my intentions are pure No cap you came with baggage but I've been this way since birth And every problem that we had it was me throwing the dirt Now I know I'm wrong it's my fault I couldn't get out my head and every second I regret I couldn't tell you this in person On a positive note before I end this song I'm thankful for the gift you are a queen who knows she's strong I thought I was close but I was far away like light years And ever since we've met you've been the beauty in my nightmare