HEAVY

Just got off a three-day bender, still enjoyin' the ride From what I remember, last night was a hell of a night Probably need to go easy, I'm in love with the pain Don't be surprised if you see me dancin' in the rain Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly Wakin' up, rememberin' I'm losin' sleep over dreams that were comin' true Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly Lost my mind completely I really hope I can find my way back to you Some days I'm just fine with accepting I won't change It may be a little more time before I get sick of these games Might as well enjoy this ride, I'm the passenger of my own ship Autopilot engaged, hangin' out the window this whole trip Is we flyin'? Or is my head stuck in the clouds? This feelin' ain't allowed Better mix it with the loud It don't make my momma proud All my signals in and out But it's all I've been about Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly Wakin' up, rememberin' I'm losin' sleep over dreams that were comin' true Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly Lost my mind completely I really hope I can find my way back to you Woke up in bed next to Caroline Fingers tracin' her panty line I shifted her paradigm apparently She don't mind modelin' Calvin Klein for free And I feel so divine when the Calvin Klein is wearin' me She tellin' me, I better be precautious All this love and despair, never cared what it cost I just fly 'til I see the sunrise behind me Tears don't even fall when I cry Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly Wakin' up, rememberin' I'm losin' sleep over dreams that were comin' true Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly Lost my mind completely I really hope, I can find my way back Oh, my way back