Badmizaj

Badmizaj agar ma aj mahfilo me hu nahi Agar ma tumhare me, jism h ye rooh nahi Khte log hijar ko, chorta h ku nahi Kya kahu ma yar bahr shor h sukun nahi Char diwari ki baat Qed ni ma hu azad Khud se krta guftgu ma bar bar Behisab, Lajwab unki guftgu k mozuuaat Ma heran parhte hn ye konsi kitab Ji janab ab hisab ap mujh se mange gen Na toren rishte kuki rishte hote dhage hn Mjhko na qadar na koi lehaz h Kunke ye bashar, beqadar, badmizaj h Hath me kitab h jee seene me eman h Kuj bura kaha to sabka sab hi tere nam h Tu janta h dil k aik kone me k sone me Maza nahi k jab adhure tere khuab hn Ma akele krta kya? Kamre me h Parda kya? Dekh k tu parh Lya, Na kabhi samajh ska Ab bta! kya kabhi! logo me ! dekha tu ne Ittihad, Badmizaj kr rha h seedhi baat Tjhe kya lagta h mjhe kabhi laga nahi k Asman tak meri pohanchi h sada nahi Sab k sab khud gharaz, Dil se mazrat Agar koi chup k de rha ho dua mjhe pta nahi Rab tha mere sath me Tum nahi to tum se ye Kahu ga ma k aj phir bolo Tm kuj nahi Kal ko tum pare the aj sath me khare ho Tum se ye kahu ga kal ko the jahan pe tum raho wohin Shoq se ma lata tha sunane ko likha hua Mere maqsad pe tmko na yaqeen tha To Aj Badqismati Sunane ko hn lafaz ni Muft me, kuki ma purana wala shakhs ni Kano me yu chubhti inki baten jese kante Unchi unchi mere bare inki hasne ki awazen Jhuta muskura k bar bar dukhti meri banchen Ya Khudara inki mahfilon ze tu mjhe bacha le han Ghoom phir k ajati h phir se bas ye bat yu Tanha rhna chata hu, Kya ma badmizaj hu? Badmizaj agar ma aj mahfilo me hu nahi Agar ma tumhare me, jism h ye rooh nahi Khte log hijar ko, chorta h ku nahi Kya kahu ma yar bahr shor h sukun nahi