In My Head

Yeah let's go huh seen my lil bitch in the party i told her let's go I don't got time for backtracking I told her let's go wow I'm in my head demons keep trying me Almost took my fuckin brains trynna defeat anxiety All these mother fuckers strange now they can't think they like zombies Cross me over but you beg for money why the hell is you grimey Tell her let's go huh yeah yeah I been so super fucked over so many damn times huh yeah yeah Handle my business and come home play listing me songs huh yea yeah I got a badder way badder bitch better than you huh yeah yeah They say you cold you gon make it fuck chasing these hoes Why life been so sad yeah move out the way yeah I can't catch a break yeah yea uh yea uh I can't intervene with bullshit that they be on I'm just trynna win yeah yea uh yea uh I then came way from the bottom trynna reach the top yeah but I still haven't reached to the top yet oh they mad cause they thought I was stopping They be talking the most shit about me how im sorry if you steady stalking Why you all on my dick steady watching because my digits and vision keep rising yeah Fuck all that shit bitch you sorry than me How the fuck you claim yourself as a parent no patience you always be screaming Give me daughter you hiding the fact that she better off living with me You can't afford to put food in your cabinet but you steady shopping on shein look at yourself before fuckin with me I'm stacking funds inside my daughter box uh You cannot do the same shit I then did for my kid even if you would try uh I give two fucks bout you niggas that switched over bitches you then picked a side uh I then took too many L's just for helping the ones that wouldn't help me out uh I feel so stupid for giving my all and my last to the ones I would die for I damn near cried shed a tear cause the shit that I'm speaking is really real life yeah I cannot shake the moment when I seen my nigga Luda dead in a casket I'm trynna keep it moving to the future but my mind keep pacing backwards