Have I lost my way

Drowning in the midst of chaos Losing my wits have I lost my way Have I lost my way, have I lost my way oh way Losing now a grip of passion Gotta think to myself have I lost my way Have I lost my way, have I lost my way Nightmares in plain sight this ain't why I'm living life with 30 shades of grey white A great white, teeth biting like a snake bite Leaving those scars hidden deep within the minds eye And if I try and hide it and deny it to myself I feel as i'm divided I'm a hide it on the shelf And the minute i'm provided with a way to do it well I fall a way to something stupid and I use it to propel me deeper 6 feeter, 10 metre steep sleeper I'm half awake and not really asleep either I'm half buried i'm ready to rise preacher Be nice teacher this fence is colder than ice, I need a Heater to keep me warm in the winter Hot soup and a candle and cream corn for the dinner Just need a laugh and a giggle to pull me outta this slither For it's the last moment left, don't leave me out here to wither away Drowning in the midst of chaos Losing my wits have I lost my way Have I lost my way, have I lost my way oh way Losing now a grip of passion Gotta think to myself have I lost my way Have I lost my way, have I lost my way As I take a step from outta the shadow And look back at the path that I travelled was narrow A hollow waste of a season, so what is my reason To keep this hope alive yet myself barely breathing I hate that I can't quite figure it out How I always come back when i'm turning around Seen the same old face in the sky and in the ground Now what a damn waste still laying this out To afraid to reach out to the hands that are next to me God is blessing me, but still I be chasing that extasy That high flying feeling, that mind altered appealing It's like walking a tightrope, hi hopes but you're bleeding out And the moment is gone and so you're worried now That the ones you cared for no they're not around And there's a lot of sound drowning you out But you better calm down before you're drowning in doubt Is this high time, sick of feeling, life in chaos Is there a way I know out Is there a way I know now I know Is this high time, sick of feeling, life in chaos Is there a way I know out Is there a way I know now I know now Drowning in the midst of chaos Losing my wits have I lost my way Have I lost my way, have I lost my way oh way Losing now a grip of passion Gotta think to myself have I lost my way Have I lost my way, have I lost my way