why now

I know that they are wrong, they don't feel what's inside, they see things that are wrong And they do not do us right, oh yeah, they left me all alone, all alone on the ride You know, everywhere I go, yeah, I never try to hide There's monsters up inside me and you know I gotta listen, bro I stay in the battle, I make sure my family listen, bro Oh, I make sure that they're on fire I can't let it go, can't let the things become dire I didn't have the most skill or the most knowledge But I had to work so hard and I finally got it So many enemies, they envy me and they try to drill me down Stab me in the gut, just what they say, but they can never spill me out Yeah, I took a little A, but I'm finally feeling out And they think we're all okay, but that truth is so obnoxious I never played a game in a way that's cautious I spend a couple hundred, then I go and I make thousands Remember throwing parties back in college, it was rogue We were smoking Daryl Sutter's, guys were selling Dusty Wallace We were puffing Darcy Tucker's, yeah, we were the rawest Fuck a girl and laugh about it, man, that shit was heartless Living a life that's worth writing about the shit of artists Why not throw the girl into the water, saying that we're fucking It was awesome living, learned, but they couldn't tell me nothing Right now It was awesome living, learned, but they couldn't tell me nothing Girl, just close your eyes, you can put it in your mouth You can feel the waves, so you can feel the sound I know that they're around, you don't feel what's inside They see things that are wrong, and they do not do us right Oh yeah, they left me all alone, all alone on the ride You know everywhere I go, yeah, I never try to hide