Unlucky

I've dated guys that paint their nails And guys that hate guys that paint their nails One might seem better But they're really just the same And I've loved guys that loved my eyes And guys that love more than my eyes But both of them will lie Both leave you high and dry First love I don't speak about Last one threw my heart around You'd think I'd have learned by now You'd think I wouldn't settle down They say I deserve better But do I really know better? My mama's met the crowd She says when I love I drown And I've never liked a lukewarm love So what if it drags me through the mud? And I hate my deep feelings Even when I feel nothing I feel it completely If healthy loves exists I guess I'm not fortunate My love language seems to be love unrequited If I had to put this roughly I'm a little, I'm a little unlucky The artists, the jocks, the rednecks too None of them loved as hard as I do You'd think with all this experience I'd know I deserve more than this But I'm still naive, Don't know how on my own to breathe I'm still waiting on a love story If healthy loves exists I guess I'm not fortunate My love language seems to be love unrequited If I had to put this roughly I'm a little, I'm a little unlucky Everything I've let go of has claw marks on it I'll love 'till my dying breath and then even in Heaven The people that break my heart, well they're all that can mend it Now butterflies feel like a countdown 'till they end it If I pour my heart, they'll run away It's an algorithm to make them stay And every time I realise, it's a little too late When will someone wait? When will someone stay? It's really kind of funny I'm pretty unlucky If I had to put this roughly Is it possible to love me? If I had to put this roughly I'm a little, I'm a little unlucky