Reasons/ Free Mind

She said I'm a decent guy But she wanna hear more know deep inside Like what's on my mind and you wondering why I don't sleep at night Had no peace and quiet Kuz my thoughts too loud and my heart be crying Inside I got demons fighting outside I smile while I be in silence Might be my ego, pride It might be bkuz I know people lie They leech off my weakest side They speaking on me for their peace of mind But see I can't be that guy Constantly heated fire A couple of reasons why Only weed I light I don't speak my mind to go deep inside If I feel the vibe then just know ur protected I grew up fighting to be loved and respected You shoulda seen what I did for my necklace Looking at you ma ur more than a blessing So what do you think I would do for ur presence? I'm tryna move smart I don't wanna be reckless I know that we got a connection You know that I'll be there when nobody else is See I got confessions that I haven't said that'll answer ur 21 questions Kuz growing up I didn't know how to love All I felt was their greedy intentions So yea I step back when you tryna get close Kuz I know I get really possessive Got genuine love Kuz you care I respect it And I wanna reciprocate it back to you but I'm broke and I know it's expensive I'm locked in a cage isolating for days thinking bout you when I write these letters Reminiscing bout all of our memories Faded I write it down tryna protect it Reasons for every time you felt neglected kuz I wanna free mind I wanna free you from this evil life All I want is to see you smile I got reasons why I might be a while A marathon pace Tribulation pain I'm still facing trials Destination to ya and it stay worthwhile